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..................................................................................times spent together (: ...............................................................

"" was Posted On: Monday, March 30, 2009 @7:45:00 PM | 0 lovely comments

 
feel kind of sad bout reading somethings...
well .. i know i should not bother.. but.. i think ..
i really need to say out....
whats gone is gone... people will only learn to cherish things when they lose it...
so since you dint cherish it in the first place.. this is the consequences.. too late regreting it....
its pointless.. and... well ... feel kind of sad for you ... to be still so immature at such an age...
you kind of hate my religion... it doesnt matter anyway
... i love it... i love GOD.. there's nothing you all can do ..
nth much to comment bout actually... i will just pray to god.. to help you grow up and to BELIEVE YOUR UNBELIEVES ( :
ok....back to normal things...
was late for school... 3rd time and is quite alot...
was hesitating whether to take a cab or lrt.. but then there's no cab..
in the end took lrt.. and was late...
brought phone to school .. and was finding someplace to hide it.. and managed to hide..
shall not say where (: but in the end... no spot check ..
ms daliah was like : " seraphina, CONCENTRATE ON YOUR "O"LEVELS"
haha.. she asked me to concentrate in my n levels last week and o level this week .. thats funny.
went to class and then was actually paying attention to history lesson for the 1st time.. and it is actually quite interesting..
but for the rest of the lesson... was kind of boring except for last lesson .. bio (: haha...
drew a simple get well soon card for baby yesterday .. since he's sick ..
and doesnt know how to take care of himself...
as his GF.. bought strepsils for him ... and hope he get well soon ..
get well soon and i will treat you anything you wan (:

& i'll cherish every moment

"" was Posted @7:04:00 PM | 0 lovely comments

 
hand aching+ no strength+pain...
had pe in the early morning.. cher dint come and had free games .. played badminton with amanda for an hour.. and thats how i got the aching...
after school went makan with baby (:
and he send me home (:
getting sick soon... flu arriving.. and sore throat too !! ahhh !
thunder thunder thunder...
seems gonna rain .. a good weather for sleeping (:
I LOVE RAINY NIGHTS :D
saturday tomorrow..
i freaking dread saturdays...
with cca in the early morning when i can actually sleep more.. >.<
and tuition in the afternoon .. i hate it..
anyways.. after tomorrow.. will be sunday= i can see baby (:
its been 8days that we have been tgt.. so far so good.. no quarrels or anything..
his school is opening soon and that means we have lesser time to meet.. :(


&8days

"" was Posted On: Friday, March 27, 2009 @10:28:00 PM | 0 lovely comments

 
here's an update for today (:
there's 2 period of ss , recess, phy, eng and 2 period of mt..
at first dint know how to pass the 2period of ss...
but then ended up having 1hour plus of ss..
cause of dun know reason.. sec 4 and 5 .. were punished...
before the flag raising.. then have to stand and sit for alot of times....
all not happy then make sound.. then need to go out to parade square ..
line up and take pledge.. after that sit and stand again.. back to the hall ..
girls and guys diff row.. and need to sit and stand for many times.. so IRRITATING LA !!
had to carry out bags for national anthem ..
at least this can take up some time of ss..
relieve cher came to take over for phy ..and the class was dam funny la.. laugh till cannot tahan.
eng was still ok ...
mt was boring.. do compo .. anyways.. just a copy and paste from a paper (:
thanks weiting for the lil present (: love it so much ..
after mt had cca... and after that .. baby came and sent me home (:
baby has been accompanying me home almost everyday ....
so sweeeeeet (:
well well .. some things have been happening.. for this few days..
hates and fights all that .. its all over... just forgive and forget :D

1 week (:

"" was Posted On: Thursday, March 26, 2009 @8:19:00 PM | 0 lovely comments

 
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAN HAO !!!

celebrated his b'day ytd at bbq .. was alright i guess...
just some unhappiness..
quite fun there.. with BABY accompanying me (:
pack up and wanted to hail a cab.. but then we were at pit G !!
no cab at all and walk a long long dist..
haha !! and saw a snake.. lols !! the cars are so cruel ..
killed the snake by driving over it..
haha.... after all the bbq .. went to plaza sing for supper..
but only some people ate.
somehow .. walk to the bus stop round 11 plus..
and there was no bus ==
walk for so long and tired.. to cut the story short...
we walk for an hour to mid orchard from plaza sing.. .and was so tired....
thanks BABY for helping me to carry my bag. haha (:
was half asleep when walking (:
wanted to take the night bus... but then the bus drive so fast ...
and we miss it.. took the cab in the end.....
and baby send me home (:

&at last i found him (:

"" was Posted On: Saturday, March 21, 2009 @11:00:00 PM | 0 lovely comments

 
happy birthday alan(:

a new beginning ...that starts from today (:
haha!! what rubbish am i talking !
cca was so tiring today .. 8to5..
making my finger so pain ..
luckily had an hour of lunch time at greenridge..
able to rest for awhile...
after cca .. FATTY came.. fetch me home ....
and here i am .. ONLINE (:
so confuse if to go for cca tomorrow..
and there's bbq ... omgosh ... what should i do ??
gtg cut hair soon .. bb (:


&i love you x3

"" was Posted On: Thursday, March 19, 2009 @6:49:00 PM | 0 lovely comments

 
well well well...
made blog to private cause some reasons..
to prevent spams and uninvited people..
thanks for cheering me up people... (:
been so long since i can wake up late (:
can sleep till anytime i wan .. haha..
heard that not many people went for remedial today ..
yeah .. dun knw what to post alr.. shall end here..

i know you are just acting fine in front of me...
and giving a fake smile..
when you are actually not..

"" was Posted On: Tuesday, March 17, 2009 @1:36:00 PM | 0 lovely comments

 
woke up early in the morning today ...
and went to church ..
took a bus to star of the sea and sold tickets there... i sold 6 tickets (:
better then nothing .. took a break halfway and went for a walk outside the church ..
had breakfast with charmaine, amanda, dawn, christal and this guy ... out of nowhere just followed us... went back and attended mass.
it seems small and alot of people were like standing..
it was air-coned (:
the rest of the guys were sitting at the back of the choir which we were not supposed to seat.. but then we still joined them ..
the choir was small with only less then 10 people..but then they sing dam nice (:
on the way back to our church ... planning to have a class gathering...
but then in the end.. the rest went but i dint... haix...
feel so bad to be actually going out with you.
but in the end.. it was cancelled..
its so unfair to you ..
and i know if this is to happen all the time...
you will soon feel irritated..
i am scareddd............
you will find me irritating one day..


i struggled a long time and i thought bout it during this period.
i wanted to give you an answer ...
but then things changed just before i could give you an answer..
for one month.. it was terrible.
you made me get used to the way you treated me..
today,you told me how you feel at last ..
and,
the torns between us have eventually been picked out...
you asked me for the answer again .... i guess. i dun wanna hurt you anymore.
rather than me keep thinking and thinking with nothing coming out of my useless brain ..
and making you waste your time waiting...
must as well just give you a straight answer ......
& i hope i wont regret...



im feeling terrible inside

& i dint mean to ...

"" was Posted On: Sunday, March 15, 2009 @7:03:00 PM | 0 lovely comments

 
internet got probs and i still haven finish my fnn coursework ..
which is due yesterday ...
school holiday has arrived..
but then everyday is filled with alot of activities..
no free time.. i am more free during school days then holidays...
cca almost eveyday ..
from 8 to 5.. is gonna kill me...
and remedial everyday is till 3 .. i will just skip those boring sub that i hate most.
and i will go any remedial during cca time even if i hate going.. haha(:
ran away with kk today during break time... haha (:
and slept for the whole afternoon ... things between mother and i is getting worse..
well.. hack care la... just remain like that will do .. i am so tired alr...
got to wake up early early tomorrow......

& i realise something

"" was Posted On: Saturday, March 14, 2009 @7:44:00 PM | 0 lovely comments

 
currently stuffing myself with one packet of fried rice...
which i dun know mother dabao from where and how long alr..
i simply cant finish and i dun feel like eating.. i just dun know wtf is wrong with her ..
nevermind...
went out with FATTY yesterday .went to pizzahut makan (:
its freaking full la... after dinner went to watch he's just not that into you...
its boring... i dun understand why people laugh when i dun even find anything .. lols..
after movie was like 11 plus when we reached lot 1.. then he sent me home (: thanks so much :D
today was a tiring day .. morning cca from 8 to 10plus and went off for some principal talk ..
and surprisingly mother came.. its so lame la.. the talk ... boring one... at least not as naggy as last time... after that went tuition .. till 4 plus and rushed to causeway meet sy,karen, hilda,amanda,kk (: ..
i am so stupid la!!! took the wrong side of the bus.. haha... but then still managed to reached there on time.. marley and me is a nice show... very sad at the last part.. haha !!! all cried except kk and karen.. lols. .. sy cried till so ... haha.. lax uh ..
after that went arcade and then makan at pastamania. sy's sis and the bf came..
i dint eat anything... mother said she will dabao .. so got myself a drinnk which cost only 10cents? lols...
by that time amanda realise that her phone missing.. wth la.. and we called and called but then the person go off the phone... find and find.. but in the end... still cannot find... wtf la.. the phone means alot to her.. her photos .. her msges and everything...

& thanks so much

"" was Posted On: Saturday, March 7, 2009 @10:38:00 PM | 0 lovely comments

 
received ss, history, phy and fnn results today .
there's so many first time eh ...
first time ss got 0/25.
first time history got above 4. i got 10/25.
phy 29.5/60 . cher said is counted as pass(:
and only 6 people in class passed. fnn ... 11.5/40 .
suddenly form cher told me maths cher want meet my parents. scare me...
go ask mr lin .then he said no =.=""" lols.
tired tired tired ...

&i cant wait for poa

"" was Posted On: Thursday, March 5, 2009 @9:47:00 PM | 0 lovely comments

 
FINALLY EXAMS ARE OVER (:
though there's a retest for ss tomorrow ,
but i dun think that there's a need to bother bout that.
got back bio and eng paper today .. had bet with caleb.
he got the eng paper first. then the rest .. the marks all getting lower and lower.
and i thought i will lose the bet. but then .. when i got back my paper.. was so happy (: haha.. though its not really good. 26/45. but then i am first .. same as musya and wan hui .. grats (:
bio period. cher said 21 people in class. only 11 passes.
cher said the top 3 name out..
none was mine .. so scared la. .then cher face so angry .called out one by one.. and got comment for each of us.. my turn ... then i walk up .. cher said one sentence before i can hold the paper "you're finally back on track " haha.. lose bout 1/2 mark to the 3rd in class. then found another 1/2 mark and i got the same maark (: woohoo !!!!!
quite happy and quite disappointed with the results.. but then .. its just common test..
wanted to go for a movie after school .. but cca for wednesday have started.
postpone to sat ba . haha (:
i am so gonna find time to go out this few days (:

&once again,3 cheers to end of exams

"" was Posted On: Wednesday, March 4, 2009 @7:49:00 PM | 0 lovely comments

 
some fat monster uh .. go back to my long ago post!!
make me so ......... !! dun know how to describe. hahah !!
poa test today ... two words to words for it " CONFIRM FAIL " ...
just a simple test that consist only 4question...
and i dun know how to do 3 out of 4.
tomorrow will be the last paper (:
but then sad thing is cca... one week 3 days.. gonna go crazy with the long hours.
realised that i am getting fatter and fatter alr.. needa go exercise if got free time.. freak cca la !! take my time away ! pissed!

&its time that i shall forget

"" was Posted On: Tuesday, March 3, 2009 @8:57:00 PM | 0 lovely comments