Had quite a fun day today ...
Since school started.
Went to ps for walk and had lunch at ichiban sushi.
This is the first time i had sushi with baby ^^
I had eaten abit in church alr .. so dint had much .. Main thing is that baby must eat.
We ordered chawanmushi.. is so nice... and its alr salty inside alr yet baby wants to add more soya sauce.. urgh !
Baby took the mushroom away ..
So considerate ^^
Then we went to cathay for tooth fairy..
Its so funny..
But some people in front is so noisy ..
Anyway .. its been a long time since i went for a movie with baby ..
After movie.. walk halfway .. and baby accidentally step on my sandals and it spoilt..
He wanted to buy for me.. but i dint want to ..
Its like i am going to buy my new year shoe alr.. so dun bother...
Anyway , had a lil unhappiness due to the sandals thing..
Anyway , had a lil unhappiness due to the sandals thing..
Anyway .. went home to change my shoes and meet amanda at fajar and went to jessie's 18th birthday party ^^..
Its so fun .... (:
In conclusion, i had a very nice day with baby and my friends ! ..
In conclusion, i had a very nice day with baby and my friends ! ..
❤ "" was Posted On: Sunday, January 31, 2010 @9:36:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
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Back from movie ! forget the title alr.
something to do with nextdoor is a spy or something..
Well .. its nice ! and funny.
I lost my hp pouch in school in the morning..
And i was like ransacking my whole bag.. but i just couldnt find it..
And i am so sorry to amanda and the rest that i keep saying that i lost it..
I was really dam sad to lose it..
Anyway .. thanks to amanda...
She wanted to help me find it...
I said nvm alr.. i can buy another one.
We went for hist class after recess.. 6th floor ! dam tiring...
Cher dint come at all . So amanda said she wanted to go for a walk ..
And i just say ok ..
Later on she came back with my pouch ..
She went to the 1st floor to find it for me and ran back up to the 6th floor again ! Omgosh ! i am so touched and thank u so much ..
^^
❤ "" was Posted On: Friday, January 29, 2010 @10:40:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
I can somehow relax myself awhile before continuing with my works.
Tons , Tons and Tons of homework ...
3 social studies essays
3 social studies mind map
1 history essay
1 history worksheet
maths exercises.
1 english compo
1 chinese compo
and most importantly.. my FNN coursework is due tomorrow.. and lucky i am almost done..
and with an additional of piano homework !
the essays are wasting so much of my time...
and i cant even drop a subject that i dun like?? argh ! nvm .. i dun take it as my 5 subs anyway...
And i still have tons , tons and tons of things to do and shop for..
I have not bought my new year clothes.
i wanna get at least 2 pairs of high heels or whatever.. as long as its nice ^^
i wanna get that dress from this fashion .. which i dun intend to wear for new year though ...
I wanna buy a bracelet..
I wanna buy an anklet!
i wanna get new shorts..
I wanna get new dresses..
I wanna get more shirts ..
i wanna go chinatown!!
i wanna a new wallet that i told amanda ^^
But i dun have the time to do all these !
Remedial class on saturday ! ROAR !
i wonder how my first valentine is gonna be?
❤ "" was Posted On: Thursday, January 28, 2010 @10:55:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
phy, history, recess, eng, mt, ss, recess 2 , bio , poa.
hist and ss lesson is like sleeping lesson ...
aw... mr tan, eng cher told me this. " since you are alr in school, then you must attend the lessons happily"
and i think it makes sense...
Its been 314 days together..
And in another 51 days, it will be 1 year together..
and we are still facing this kinda problem ..
I know that this time round is my fault and is gonna be so unfair to you
In anycase, i am truly sorry .
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了
梦远了开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉
都太深刻我都还记得
❤ "" was Posted On: Wednesday, January 27, 2010 @9:47:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
I'll miss those times when we(renee, rach, eunice, shane and i) conference together .
It was so fun ..
Though the starting part was not used to the austrailian accent.
haha...
kinda regret not going to the outing that day! omgosh !
last night conference till 2am .. is a memorable one ^^
nvm ~
Imagine myself having an austrailian guy as my bf..
wow... got to wait like so long to see him once...
That feeling is like... wth !!! miss a lot..
wooo ... i cant take it if it was for me.. well...
you are wonderful man !
❤ "" was Posted On: Sunday, January 24, 2010 @7:33:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
❤ "" was Posted On: Thursday, January 21, 2010 @7:51:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
But I'm running on emptiness
We're just no longer on the same track
And it's killing me in every way
You take me in; shut me out, you're breaking me down
Tell me that I'm the one, but I see through your lies
It's all misleading, you keep me bleeding
It's like I'm burning out, burning out
You're making me feel so alone
Baby just let me let go
Cuz I just can't escape your ghost
The fire you started once is now
Burning out, burning out
I'm burning out, burning out
I just fade away
We're burning out, burning out
We keep on burning out, burning out
I can't find myself leaving
And it hurts with every breath
I takeThat I will never know the feeling
Of you loving me the same way
Have you ever even noticed
All the pain when you look into my eyes
Tell me, have you ever even thought about
that I'm, I'm burning, I'm burning out
❤ "" was Posted On: Wednesday, January 20, 2010 @8:39:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
I feel so bad..
For the past few months, i wasnt that close to you ..
We dun talk as much as we did last time...
When you ask me a question, i dint bother too .
I am so sorry .
But you dint hate me for treating you this way
In fact, you waited for me...
today, you ask me for lunch ...
But i turned it down ..
I just say no .. and we dint talk anymore.
I promise .. i wont do that anymore.
You're the best no matter what :D
❤ "" was Posted On: Sunday, January 17, 2010 @5:17:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
Couldnt wake up early..
I cant sleep last night..
Think i slept to much in the afternoon ...
Was suppose to meet cousins at Somerset MRT at 6.45 .
Was late... Walked around at forever 21.
We walked to Cine..
Saw this tranny on the way ..
She was disgusting. They way she dress.
She looks fierce and we flee as fast as we could...
We wanted to go kbox.. But its till 1am and its $36. expensive..
So went to pastamania for good food...
Took neo prints.. and
Slack outside mandrin gallery.
Was so relax.. and the breeze is so nice..
Reach home around 12am plus..
This was the first time in my life that we, cousins went out together.
We are going out for shopping next week again !
Clubbing next time :D
Had breakfast with my family today ...
Went to lot 1 and do some stuffs.
And to harvey norman warehouse..
Bought a 42" plasma tv..
An oven for me.
And a dvd player!
Cool .. everything new... (:
Went farmart for lunch and home we go .. :D
4 essays.. shoo !
You dint bother to ask me where am i when it so late..
And you knew that i will reply you ..
You still purposely left your phone at home and charge.
And then say sorry later...
With a freaking attitude.. what you wan ?
Fine.. All these reasons are enough for a break up ..
I was all prepared for you to say yes...
If it was a yes.. I can find a better one..
Or maybe.. concentrate on my studies first...
You are not the only one that can make me happy..
My cousins, my friends and family can too ..
You are the opposite..
You make things worse... Well...
You dint agree to it ...
I am tired of it..
I dun wan all those quarrels..
Everytime.. you say you will change or whatever things ..
But i dun see you working into it..
You said you try ?
Did u really try ?
You wont change till we really end it...
So why continue this r/s even if i love you still.. but i am tired of it?
I dun know what to do ..
Why do other couples who have been tgt for a long time still as sweet as ever..
Taking dawn and hillary for an example..
They are still love each other so much ...
You know what is envy ?!
I wouldnt have to envy if i am single now...
Even if you wanna try to be like before...
I dun think my feelings will be the same anymore.
❤ "" was Posted On: Saturday, January 16, 2010 @6:32:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
to talk to him thru msn ... wishing him a happy birthday ...
Haha.. its been a year.. or more since we talk to each other.. well ..
a good start... to my surprise that he will reply me with a thanks and smiley face...
Still rmb aft some things happen... You dint wanna reply me... I was thinking the whole morning if i should wish him directly in school ... but i cant do it... or i shouldnt even bother...
But i dun know why.. somehow.. decided to msn him .. (:
I was so shocked to see a msg from him ... He asked me a question..
A weird one..
Well.. gave him an answer and i dint ask why ..
Dun wanna be a busybody ..
Guess i am going to bed soon, not gonna wait for baby to come back from bro's house... think it will take years for him to be back ...
Nitey nights.
❤ "" was Posted On: Tuesday, January 12, 2010 @10:44:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
Yet i cant sleep ...
I seemed to be sleeping..
But my mind is full of thoughts..
I dun know why.. Making me so confused..
And made me feel hard to breathe in a sudden ...
Troubled...
This was taken this morning in church .. Haha.
Was walking with Brandon in the church field today aft canteen ..
He keep wanting to run to the upper part..
Ahya, dun know how to say .. there is this slope... and he wants to climb it..
He saw this lil flower and pluck it out..
I thought he wanted to give to his mom ..
Little did i thought, he gave it to me..
So sweet uh :D
Thanks so much ..
So far, he's the 2nd guy who gave me flowers.. haha.. So touched.
I feel that we are drifting away .. and i dun wana hold it on anymore..
I wanna let go of everything...
All you do is asking me what i am doing...
Other than that ... nothing else..
I find that its a habit ...
Rather than love..
I dun find any other things to talk about..
i dun find the need to tell you everything bout me anymore..
Neither do i feel like telling where am i and what i am doing..
I find that our thinkings are diff...
I find you getting weirder and weirder...
I wanna find happiness elsewhere...
I wanna break free....
I wanna new lifestyle...
❤ "" was Posted On: Sunday, January 10, 2010 @2:09:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
Well, quite wonderful ?
With lesser people in class ...
Better place for studying...
Flag day tml... and i will have to miss carol's wedding.. :(
its been so long since i went to a wedding.. haha..
Anyway , Tomorrow is baby jayden's 1st birthday..
and i am invited, as his gf !! haha ! i am so happy :D
cant wait to see him tomorrow.
-something that meant so much to me, broked
when you hold something so tied.. till it could not breathe...
it will try to free itself and run away by itself..
however, if you give it freedom...
it will stay by your side...
trust me, its true.
❤ "" was Posted On: Friday, January 8, 2010 @10:13:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
And i am back from batam trip ..
Had a free extention night..
So fun ...
I am going to sleep soon ..
Kinda tired.. Shall post the pics and everything tomorrow...
nights everyone.
❤ "" was Posted On: Saturday, January 2, 2010 @11:33:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
