Thankful for everyone beside me .
Encouraging me.
Had 2 hours of sleep only on Friday.
And waking up thinking if I should got for the interview again.
Well, mummy made breakfast for me.
And off for the interview.
I didn't know that I will even get pass stage 1 this time. Much less to final interview.
Rushing here and there for everything . And the hours of interview is so long that I'm down with sore throat due to so much of talking and anxiety that it suck out all my brain Juice.
Worse was the BBQ at bodoh 21st.
It was a killer..
Anw, everything's so rush on Sunday cause I had so many things to prepare and I have to rush down to sia training centre which is so far away ..
Well. I was the last person of the last batch tho.. I can't believe that I have entered the 5th stage.
However, those who were in the same batch as me din make it too.
And while waiting for my interview, I heard those results for those who were waiting at the sofa. And non of them make it..
And I knew that it really is tough. No idea what they are looking for. And yeah, I failed that stage..
Manage to make more friends and having more experience in interviews. I was totally not prepared for anything this time round and it was just to try my luck. :)
Mummy has been there to prepare food and stuff for me.. Trying to heal my back acne..
Also, the boy who rushed here and there. Fetching me to and fro. Tho he was pigging away on the first day.. But he manage to reach before my first stage tho..
Somethings are good, somethings are bad
Prolly you're the worse
Communication getting worse
Losing my tolerance
No longer how much this will lead me to..
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Before and after!
Cutting hair has never been a joy like this before.
Cause, I feel that my hair is a burden when it comes to drying . And it's too long and heavy.
Now, perhaps I've lost 1kg of hair :)
❤ "" was Posted On: Saturday, April 26, 2014 @5:30:00 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿
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Gotta reflect on my attitude towards work and school now
i need to have more motivation and gotta be more responsible.
start of school week and i skipped the entire school week .
ever since the fashion show event job.
i constantly din turn up for all jobs that were selected.
even for ytd and today.
feeling remorseful.
am gna take a break and clear my mind before applying for the rest of the jobs.
more and more becoming of how i was scared to become.
all the changes.
expectation set too high .
time to reflect.
and there's lok lok in singapore!
went to try it and i guess it isnt that bad and a place for supper. haha
still, i think jb one taste better. hehe.
❤ "" was Posted On: Friday, April 25, 2014 @5:05:00 AM | 1 lovely comments ✿
They are the best thing I ever have :)
The past few days have been great.
A great meet up with the guys.
Always full of joy and laughter.
Disturbing each other. Teasing one another:)
Memories that I'll never forget!!😘
❤ "" was Posted On: Monday, April 21, 2014 @5:33:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
Received this in the morning few days ago. Something to learn..
Sometimes, little words do make one happy :) and in life, making people happy, you'll be happier yourself :)
And waking up to a hearty breakfast.
Been so long since someone made breakfast for me! Hehe;)
He even cut heart shapes honey glazed ham. And his Campbell soup is the tastiest one Ive ever drank.. Cause he added extra ingredients inside. A very special taste from what I always drink last time! Thank you b ❤️
❤ "" was Posted On: Thursday, April 17, 2014 @5:37:00 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿
Collagen steamboat finally satisfied!!
Suppose to have a photoshoot today.
But I woke up really late and end up , gotta cancel it.
Feeling bad tho!! Cause he waited for hours and I din turn up.
Was at orchard alr when he cancelled.
However, things ain't that bad.
I was suppose to take the train from ps to raffles cause of shoot.
Then I took the circle line seeing that it goes to hahourfront .
Stupidly enough, I went in, sat down.. And after 2 stops, I realise that I took the wrong line. Went back to ps .. And I changed to purple line.. And then I stupidly enough, took the wrong direction.
The reason why I hate trains !
❤ "" was Posted On: Tuesday, April 15, 2014 @4:19:00 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿
Taking it as a blessing that I can have you sleeping by my side.. No idea how long it'll be.. But I definitely will cherish all the time spent with you..
Want you to feel blessed coming into the family.
Tho we have all spoilt you to a certain extend, but we are willing to..
Memories will always be within me!
A very impromptu Palm Sunday.
Forgotten about all the events coming up cause I don't even remember when was the last time I went for choir practice . OMG!!
Off to church as usual and I was dead tired. Restless of all the standing up the whole morning.
Met up with the boy and we were dead tired.. We did the funniest and impromptu thing and even LAN for 6 hours. What is this?! Hahaha😂
Time with you is always so fast and well spent.
At least, you din make me regret on giving up working for yacht show at one degree marina. A very good opportunity missed tho. Oh well
❤ "" was Posted On: Monday, April 14, 2014 @4:30:00 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿
What I've learnt for the past few days.
Quotes to let me grow..
❤ "" was Posted On: Sunday, April 13, 2014 @2:18:00 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿
Just because I was craving and tempted to try mac new burger. Someone knew and bought it and sent to my doorstep :).. Ok, the sauce isn't nice. But the chicken ain't bad. I was suffering with the spiciness when playing dota. And my bro just had to drink finish my coke. Thank you ❤️
Virgin of v3 .
A very small place but it was a great experience.. The Siam Kia are really handsome and cute ☺️
❤ "" was Posted On: Thursday, April 10, 2014 @4:13:00 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿
An event that is suppose to be happy and joyous about.
Tons of laughters/crazy moments too.
However, things din end up always as memorable and fun.
Quarrels and quarrels.
Not being able to sleep well.
And making me realise and see things more clearly.
Still , I'm more than happy with my state now.
Waking up to so many texts of concerns.
Asking me out to cheer me up.
Adorable and funny pics to cheer me up.
Well, even my friends can remember what I totally dislike and phobia from my past.
And you just forget about it and this is the result of everything.
Prolly, others are more impt than me..
And therefore. Others will be more impt than you .
Life will always be fair.
❤ "" was Posted On: Tuesday, April 8, 2014 @3:54:00 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿
Exactly this.
If my friends can consider and think about my feelings and not you, then you are not the one
If you care more for other girls ? Then let others take over your position
If you can't even reach getting my trust , don't talk about trust.
If you have to be taught on what to change all the time, you can find a teacher.
I don't need a student, a person who thinks about others needs instead, a person who puts me down, a person whom make me insecure.
❤ "" was Posted On: Monday, April 7, 2014 @3:32:00 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿
Hello April!!
April din start off really well.
I suppose , this year din start off well either! No idea what's happening.
Been sleeping late or rather early morning when parents are awake and waking up in the evening.
Pushing off photoshoots cause I can't wake up and being lazy like hell.
Also, don't wanna waste so much of my brain cells thinking bout stuffs.
Just getting my days passing with my usual routine.
Wake up your bloody mind Seraphina !
Time to get some real shit done man!!
❤ "" was Posted On: Friday, April 4, 2014 @5:17:00 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿
