NO!

 







Had quite a bad sleep ytd ! Dreamt of tons of stuff. But the day went the other way round. 
The boy woke up early and cooked pasta for me! Hehe! What's more, he bought my fav lollipop and put it in my bag without letting me know.
Went all the way to dkranji to prawn.. 
I can say. He is good at catching. 
Cause I can't catch at all🙊
So much loveeeeee!!! 


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Caught "in the dark" today! 
Double date ! Hehe! 
We are so scared and we still wanna watch it. 
Been so long since we watch movie. Cause I'm not a fan of that. 
The boy bought earrings for me 😘 
Sweetie pie!! 
Ok! Massive weight gain. 
I need some motivation someone ~~~ 

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A hell of a party night. 
Been so long~ 
Well. Things isn't always as smooth as I planned recently. 
Still, I'll always know that I've so many people to turn to.. 
Giving me encouragement and support. 
Well, looking on the bright side, still got half a sem to think of what I'm gna do next.
God has made his plans. 😊

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Change of sleeping timing! 
Reminiscing the past by talking on the phone and not wanting to hang up and end up going to school without sleeping ! 
So, we din sleep at all by talking on the phone again and baby k came over to fetch me at 6am. He was down at 4am tho.. And I was so lazy to get down! Haha!! We wasted half of the day cause it was raining heavily!! And off to ice skating and Mong Kok dim sum for dinner. ❤️ Yummmm

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Thanks everyone for helping me with the no confidence in myself.. Well, I went for sia interview today and I din have any confidence at all.. Baby k went with me and with his moral support, he showed it by going for the interview with me 😂 
First time ever my bf is going interview for the same job with me and he was just trying his luck. Had only 2 hours of sleep cause I was thinking dam lots of stuff ! Some really totally no link to the interview. Waking up at 6 and reaching Sheraton hotel at 8.30 and we were the 55 batch! Which means, we are like the 550plus people alr ! Gosh! Saw friends who got kicked out in the first round tho. And my confidence really dropped!! Who knows. We both manage to pass stage 1 from the interview. I failed at the skin check due to afew reasons. Cause of my back acne? And prolly cause the person ask if I bear to cut off my long hair. I was dam reluctant!! Been keeping it for so long And you're asking me to cut it off. In the end, I still said can!. But well, the hesitating may be a minus point!! Still.. Baby k went thru it and I'm happy for him. He went on to the next few stages tho! Failed at the debating one. 
We were dead tired and hungry that we just wanna skipped the chances and go and eat.. 
Off to nana green tea for my fav matcha ❤️ And we ko-ed on our way home. 
But we still manage to game till the night and brought the little pups down for a walk.. Cookie has been sad after staying at the pet hotel last week. Hopefully, this outing can make him happier!!  Boyfriends latest fetish. Tying hair for me ! So much love ❤️ 
Thank you for being there for me tho I always say I can do it alone. 
Thank you for your moral support in everything I wanna do. 
Thank you for understanding what I've been thru and spoiling me. 
Thank you for making sure of my safety and no going home alone. 
Thank you for making sure I don't go hungry and I won't get hurt by anything or anyone. 
Thank you for everything you've done despite how I've treated you.. 
Thank you for driving me out even when you're tired to fat places for food and also to places I wanna go. 
Satisfying my cravings ASAP 
Bringing me to places to explore and helping me wash the dishes all the time (cause I really don't wash it clean) hahaha! 
Well.. The rest is for me to know and for you all to not read about 😝 

Ps: working hard towards the goal ! 

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sometimes, 
i miss those time when we both love the same fruit, 
love listening to the same music. 
love asking you about the music that i wanna know. 
getting me my fav lollipop before club
a hug before departing
trusting each other after departing
knowing what i am thinking even without me saying.
being happy to see your text on my phone. 
telling me everything and assuring me when working.
i become your priority
avoiding everyone and just wanna talk to me when youre down.
accepting my annoyance and attitude.
wearing the gifts i gave.
helping me to avoid awkwardness 
the eye contact even when we both are working differently. 
those days are memorable. 
We were both young.


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Well, kinda hate my sleeping time now. 
Sleeping at 5am and waking up only at 2pm . totally screwed. 
Not by partying but by playing dota. 
Totally hooked to the game. 
Well, no idea but its quite fun. 
Been many years since i play.
Off to genting and back. 
First time into the casino and i lost badly. 
Still, i manage to get into one of the casino. 
The other casino was much stricter and prolly i still look young (teehee) 
Even brought my lappy up to play dota. 
How much worse can i get? haha !
Interview in another 2 days time.
Fingers crossed. 

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2 days of fun straight in a row with the boys! 
Always a fun time with them :) 
Gossips, jokes, laughter, criticism 😂 
Thanks to the boy for the tix for everyone ☺️
And fetching us around tho. 
To river safari then to Thomson then to club July then to kkm then to yishun then to home! Tiring max but worth it.. 
Been long since I prawn.. And till now, have no guts to touch it alive.. Haha! 
Sakura dinner with them again ! 
Thanks to Ethan treat 😊 
And dota once we are home !. 
After so many years I touched dota, I played again ! Weeee.. This time round, I'm not gonna give up learning to buy the items and just farming creeps! Lol! 
Another week to interview , fingers crossed ! 

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Am heading to genting this weekend. 
The most impromptu trip. 
and will be the most boring one. 
they said, 
beware of the people you meet. 
cause it may ruin you. 
yeap, indeed. 
just one person and im so afraid. 
Afraid to fall in love. 
People may not know how bad it ended. 
Giving chances timeless and sorry din mean anything when you repeat everything. 
Making me so afraid of changes. 
even the slightest like as time goes by, text becomes lesser. 
the misses, conversation, meet ups, freedom decreases. 
The cheating, lies, arguements increases. 
people do change. always yearning what they cant get. 
and taking forgranted for what they already have. 
honestly, i cant take all this changes.
that concludes why i find it a burden. 
a hurdle that i wont be able to get over at all .
Still, thankful for what i have becomed. 
someone stronger. someone more happy go lucky. 
someone who aint being so possesive as i use to 
thinking that the boyfriend can only have you as a girl friend. 
and seeing no one else.
and wont get hurt so easily. 
i will retreat even before falling. 

love gone wrong

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That day for Valentine day ! 
dint have have the time to update. so yeah .
Here it is. 

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