Soooo tired !!! Like ages since I help out at shop for so long hours.. Whatsmore , broke the chain today... Oh well.. Gna crash soon !.. Breakfast with my boy Tmr and sending bro off to airport !;)
Made this pasta myself .. CAUSE.. Mum just tell me .. Let's make pasta for lunch .. And she went to nap... Luckily it turned out fine . Haha! Finally my fridge is full again... Mass grocery shopping .. Lots of junk that I need .. Dinner at grandma house was great too.. Forever having so many dishes ;)



Finally home .. Tired and fruitful day I guess . Din manage to wake up for breakfast at Jp with love. Was too tired . Been sleeping at this hour for the past few days.. But he went to bk to take away;) perhaps a fast food day. Had Mac for lunch ... Should have told mum not to cook. Cause it ended up not being able to go town... Hectic night I guess . So much impromptu. Love say he was going chevron.. And just nice , cousin say he goin too.. And Amanda was going too. So in the end .. Went with Sam and fetch his bro. And met love when he reached .. Went home and awhile later went back to pick him up..and Went home to drive my car out and off to Kbox. Dam epic! Everyone's at chevron and we went Kbox. Too much of things happening . :)
no idea whats wrong with me... eating maggie and a can soya milk at this hour.. Fat max !! got a month of holiday to slim down..or rather few weeks.. gonna get my piercing redone soon, perhaps when boyfr is off for his jungle training..10days of hell for me... oh no:d... whatsmore he's leaving on our birthday :( wonder how its gna be like.. meeting everyday for a month and 2days. thought the chain would be broken today.. cause he was busy in the afternoon and im busy in the night.. but he came over after my piano to meet up.. even tho he was tired... but he always fall asleep without saying ! ahh ! nvm.. bk breakfast date with him tmr (:



My eyes is like the panda now .. It's 5.35am.. No feel of wanting to sleep still! Ahhh;( this is bad ... Really bad ...
exactly how i feel now.. so bloated. no idea why..maybe eating too much . finally.. a day mum is at home. which also mean.. homecook food and also more nagging. 3rd time of exercising plan failed. whats worse is that, was so confident of waking up early today that i din do sit-ups last night.. end up only went for breakfast with love (: and then home.. feels bit weird to meet for sucha short while.. but still, managed to meet (:





Another fun filled day:).. Ages since I on the night light ..loving it 😍
Fruitful day spent :).. Except for waking up so early just to go help out . Haha! But it ended early too. Haha!.. Dinner with Lj and friends after piano.. And a walk home from keat hong . Seems nice ;) hehe! Decided to walk the dogs too since it was early... But got a big scratch at my thighs :( Gna be with me for a few days I guess .. Haha.

Perhaps I got to know that it's unfair when one doesn't cherish it in the past .. doesn't mean I shouldn't do it for the others.. never try, never know :) cause things may just turn out differently;)
Breakfast date Tmr :) a month of meeting everyday:)
Duo trip to jb- Ksl and jpo.. Haha! More of a Chillax day.. A short getaway just as what I needed after one paper :)... Vanilla coke ! My fav drink! Haha!..
one paper down, like finally.. and its the worse module among all.. dint manage to study until this morning. and i actually snooze the alarm 10 times since 8.45am till 10. just cant concentrate on studying..and work in the night.. pig came over to join me for dinner.. its been a month together(: and finally..dad drove to shop and im able to drive.. its been so long since i drove. haha !
Choco from troy and chips from Lj. Something to boost me for burning midnight oil tonight . Haha! Appreciated much :)
Dinner at rocky's pizza with Lj:).. Eating too much and getting too fat alr ;( sometimes, you gotta expect the unexpected .. Ended my day with a little shock 😁
So nice to wake up seeing someone you love ;) awesome day spend with the girls and lj at town:) almost lost my ring at ramen play.. Left it there and luckily Lj managed to get it back for me.. body aching all over ...Stay over at A place today :)... 2 rows of fun .. ;) and been 2weeks, we've been meeting each other everyday... Another 2days :)
Hectic night at heli ... Drink drank drunk! Haha!.. Great stay over too;)
2nd round of baking :).. Cookies turn out a little too flat.. But ! It's still edible and quite nice ... Haha!. Spend my whole of national day well..:)
Whats weird about it, cause we're right at the end.
And mad about it., just figure it out in my head. Im proud to say
Go ahead and say goodbye. I'll be alright.
Go ahead and make me cry, I'll be alright
and when you need a place to run to... For better for worse, I've got you.
thanks for letting me know that you're still the same. so much for saying that you've changed ! still as desperate as ever.. make me know even for sure that.. things will never go back (:
Met up with A for pepper lunch today .. just too awesome (: Lj came over and we baked cookies together..  guess his arms must be really tiring for stiring the dough from the start and dont let me do it. tho we din manage to complete baking everything. Still , appreciated (:
sometimes, no time is not an excuse at all. You got things to do doesnt mean i dont have.. you could have done it today instead of playing your fucking computer game?! your exams are coming, it doesnt mean that i dont have. you made me go all the way down and you ended up going out with friends.. is ok.. came home and end up seeing you play games.. is ok. asking you to take care of the dogs.. you say no time, im still ok .. i cooked ..then you started to do your work. is ok.. when i came back. asked to help to do stuffs when you're sitting there continuing to play your fucking game when im so tired to even have time to rest.. when you're ask to do it, you simply just try to fake and do your work . wtf?! ask to help out tmr.. and you say you got project.. good job !! FUCK YOU BIG TIME ! breaking down !
Feeling kinda fortunate to have friends who are really caring for me .. Even when we know each other thru another friends ..;) even when you know that he is always trying to piss you off ..
3hours plus of sleep is really not enough:( plus a long and tiring day... Manage to make it in time for church today... And KKM with Lj and friends for breakfast:).. Off to sim lim and to tamp... Stayed there throughout and the time spend there really is very slow and tiring :(.. Eyelids were dam heavy and tried to nap at the store behind . However, changed my mind cause I dont wanna nap with uninvited insects... Will be a energised day Tmr :)
Total recall was nice ;)..
Another tiring day... Thanks to piano. Simply just ruin my friday nights.. Keep waking up in the middle of the night ytd. Dread to go up stage to get the bursary Tmr .. An event that waste time only ... Craving for berries satisfied :) went to Clementi mall with Lj and grab it .. Awesome ! 😍
Had the stupiest dream ever.. Was craving for Blackberries ytd and i couldnt find it at BPP, got strawberries instead.. And somehow, i dreamt that i had alot of blackberries and was dam happy.. Just when i dont have to wake up and do smth, i can wake up very early. and when ive a need to wake up very early, it seems that i cant ..quite irritating..Nice day spent today(:..hmm, still deciding if i should go sch tmr...

"when jealousy rears up, it indicates that something inside of you is afraid. Its an alarm, nothing less and nothing more. Treat it as such"


Dinner !!!!! 👍
Decided to grab Chocos and have a feast . Trying to keep myself awake .. Waking up earlier than usual when I can sleep... Somehow , the Choco doesn't help at all... Still as tired ! Hah!




How amazing when your life can change within years, months, days, minutes and seconds.. A couple who got engaged and it just change your life being a failed engagement.. Getting a new partner and things becomes different.. 
not in the mood I guess, Gna sleep without replying anyone today...