NO!

 


First week of work ended! 
Gonna start another new one Tmr! 
So much more things to learn still. 
I hope I can get the hang of it. 
Work so far so good is fun.. 
Cause the people there are super friendly and very good towards me( as for now) ! 
And also, where to find such a good boss who doesn't treat us like an employee.. 
I've a very good IC also! Who bakes dam well.
Treating us lunch once in awhile.. 
Although it's quite hard to wake up every morning.. But I still look forward to working everyday! :) 
Weekends was well spent with the boy! 
And now, another 5 more days to seeing him again:( 
Can't wait for his reservist to end. 
It's so torturing.. 
Oh well. The only guy that I have been thru with stay in... With no nights out! :( 

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Day 4! 
Feels so fast. 
Yet still haven started on what my job scope is suppose to do!.. 
Done with ct scan, mri and pet scan ! Yay! 
And today, type writing.. :) 
And Tmr will be the boy's book out day!! 
Can't wait to see him! 
And I pray hard for Ethan to pass his driving test today! ( I know you will stalk me and see this) hahaha! 
Everything's good! Except for my throat and ulcer ! But it's ok:) 

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Day 1 without you. 
First day of work! 
Trying not to feel what I used to feel. 
Knowing it's only one week and not one year. 
In Singapore and not overseas. 
Still able to text and call me at the end of the day:) 
Never Gna feel the emptiness I use to feel. 
Gna be busy ! Till the day you're booking out :)

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Cousins 21st at ycwa ! 
Another 4 more 21st coming up in the family. Hahaha! 
Yay! Finally the boy came over to meet all my relatives! Hahaha! 
Super nervous him! But everything seemed ok I guess! 
Off for desserts at bugis after the party! Hehe! 
I suppose everything is great. 
And I hope my phobia history doesn't repeats itself ~ 










Finally hai di Lao with my boy and 2 cousins! 
His wish fulfilled. To eat that before reservist. Hahaha! 
Yay!! 
We have entered into another stage of life.. Where i strt my job.. And he going to reservist! 
Hopefully everything will get better after this stage! 
Jia you! 
Gna be tough for 5 days! But hey. 
Tough time makes people cherish more right! ;) Hehehe! 


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Unknowingly, without feeling, it dripped. 
Something contained for so long. 
Unfair treatment..
And I no longer can hold the hatred. 
It all becomes feeling-less. 

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Throwback to Saturday night .
Kind of dread going to ecp that day. Thinking it was boring..
However, it end up the other way. 
The scenery and weather was good. 
The food was awesome too! 
I was able to sit down and enjoy ..
Finally some relaxed moment for myself and relatives! 
Always love something like that. 
I love some time alone to think and chill my mind off. Looking forward to smth like this again.. 






Dian Xiao er with the boy. 
Because he wanted to make me have more blood and all ( everyone's complaining my pale face) .. Thoughtful isn't it? 
I had some black chicken herbal soup and he had crocodile soup. 
First time ever trying crocodile meat.. 
Watched the fantastic ghost wedding.. 
Wasn't very nice tho. 
Still, it was the company that matters right. 
Despite whatever you did.. All the lies.. 
I could have taken revenge on you.. 
But I couldn't bring myself to.. 
Well, as much as I wanted to leave you. 
I decided that you deserve one last chance. 
Can see from how guilty you were.. 
Trying to help me carry my handbag everywhere I go.. 
And putting my health in the first priority. 
As much as I love how things are now.. 
Cherishing every moment.: where there isn't much stress in between us.. And no insecurities now.. 
You were someone whom I used to want.
Not that I've taken forgranted.. But it's because I've grown. 
I believe happiness doesn't last.. 
And I live for the moment now. 





Ps: revenge will have no end.. Treat them as well as you could.. And if they still wanna lie or cheat.. Then you have nothing to lose while they lost someone who treat them the best and may never find someone the same.. 
I believe in karma . 

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A new start ! 2015! 
Time to get serious and get more things done! 
Am glad I had a fruitful 2014. 
All the friends around me.. Being supportive and taking care of me! 
And I spend the last 2014 with the awesome guys.. And welcomed it with them too!! 
I guess, for the first time .. After 21 years.. I spend new year eve with my friends.. Haha!! 
Had my awesome 21st Bday! 
Made more friends Doing events.. And  kind of lazy now..
Been wanting this ideal stats for prolly 5years? 
I din know I could get till 24 inch for my waist! I din try at all..
Despite wanting to slim down so much last time.. Going running 3 times a week.. And now, I end up being lazier than always.. And I sleep at this unearthly hour.. I manage to slim down! 
Hehe! I hope 2015 will be a good one for me and everyone ;) 




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