Baby Tooooooo LAZY to post...... Becoming More Pig le.. haha..
So lets see where to start.. Today she started school after holidays.. guess there wasn much lesson? So anyway after school she came over to my place and finally got to spend some time wif her.. =D And after that accompanied her home.. Lucky her mom din say anything..So yeah.. thats bout it i guess.. oh ya.. She still haven got back her phone.. haf to wait till tml cos ur cousin forgot bring money today.. so suay.. still cant talk on phone also.. oh well.. patience is a virtue..
❤ "" was Posted On: Monday, June 29, 2009 @10:02:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
pictures from con camp and confirmation day (:
yesterday..
yesterday..
baby came and went out with my family and cousins (:
went prawning..
baby caught the first prawn .. haha..
was dam bored..
prawned from 5 to 9.. i think ..
round there...
lucky baby was there to accompany me..
if not will be dam bored..
we caught 31 prawns in total and i ate one only..
by force.. haha:D
dint really had appetite ytd..
oh well...
bbqed the prawns... till midnight 12 plus.. and send baby home (:
went out today (:
at last with the other 5 girls..
the 2nd outing with them in this hols..
omgosh !
i miss them hell lots..
and was dam fun .. had seoul garden ..
and we were dam stinky..
went to watson and spray perfume on ourselves with the tester.. haha.. !
went arcade then movie with baby ..
transformers ! haha..
baby dam blur la..
book tickets for sat de.. and we went today ..
and changed it with the other person i guess.
thanks god that they are friendly people.. (:
school reopening in 2 days time.. time to study everyone ! (:
❤ "" was Posted On: Friday, June 26, 2009 @10:47:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
not feeling really well today ..
dun know what happen ..
but i feel like vomitting and giddy..
maybe cause standing in the train for too long..
well~
thanks baby (:
haha.. i shall post the pics bout confirmation another day perhaps..
so lazy to post now ..
❤ "" was Posted On: Tuesday, June 23, 2009 @8:50:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
baby sent me an offline msg..
saying that he would leave school early..
1 week ... 7 days.. 4 days go school, 3 days leave early... wth?!
i wonder what would happen if i tell mum bout it..
and went to vivo again ..
mum ask baby to follow too...
so.. mum, bro, baby and i bused down ..
long long ride.. haha..
had lunch and we walk and walk till dam tired ..
but still cant find the dress..
nevermind..
plan to go back to jp to get the dress i dint like..
but thanks god..
walked to this shop..
saw the white dress.. dint really like it..
but wear still ok ..
so buy lo .. too lazy to walk ...
dad called after awhile...
just before we were going to take bus home...
he reached home alr..
and he is coming to fetch us.. woohoo .. spare that long journey home again !
supposed to share the bowl of noodle with baby ..
but mum shared with me !!
so in the end.. he ate everything ! haha :D
he ate dam lot today ..
which is something good ! (:
dad came and eat dinner..
and fetch baby home..
this is how we spent our 3rd month together..
and for the first time... on the day itself.. haha :D
roar ! i cant stand the pimples growing everyday !!
its irritating... irritating till i feel like cutting off my face..
haha..anyway i simply cant wait for confirmation !! excited:)
❤ "" was Posted On: Friday, June 19, 2009 @10:40:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
amanda got her magnum !!! HAHA..
well ... i guess baby and i celebrated our 3 months yesterday ? at vivo ?
he left school early.. and trained to vivo .
supposed to get my dress and father's day gift fo dad and grandpa..
in the end i dint..
ended up sitting at one corner..
facing the sea...
enjoying the breeze.. is nice (:
plan to buy it with mum tomorrow...
saw jackie tan~~
anyway .. i guess.. mum wont be buying gifts for dad alr...
and dad is coming back from oversea tomorrow !!
oh shucks !
hais.. dun wanna say alr ~
anyway .. gonna sleep soon ..
*cough* *cough* *cough*
cannot stand the cough in the night..
its irritating....
roar !! germs.. get away from me !!
nights everyone ~
jesus, lover of soul
jesus, i will never let you go...
you've taken me,
from the miry clay..
you take my feet upon the rock and now i know..
i love you ..
i need you ..
though my world may fall
i will never let you go..
my saviour,
my closest friend,
i will worship you until the very end. x2
❤ "" was Posted @12:01:00 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿
peace!!
PEACE members(:
timo, the stong guy ! (my facil)
worhsip team. chris, wanye and fabian
❤ "" was Posted On: Sunday, June 14, 2009 @8:37:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
and this post is gonna be a real long one~
saying what i did in the camp...
those who dun wanna read... shoo please...
11/06/09 - thursday
went to church early in the morning at 8 .
but everything started at 9 plus.. was held at AES( assumption english) as the rooms in the church in under renovation.. so yeah .
the youth group welcome us warmly... its nice..
assembled in the hall ..and had ice breaking games.. dam fun ~
while playing, that clement and jeremy go disturb ! keep calling baby califlower.. roar ! *smack*
then after the games.. split into groups.
my group name was PEACE (: and it rocks ~! its always the loudest.
i am in the same grp as dawn, angeline, tiffany, johnathan, eusebius, kelvin, daniel and leslie.
and our facilitator was timothy( TIMO) and theresa (:
ate lunch and had the first PAW( praise and worship).. i always loved PAW . so nice :D
but we werent that hyper the first day .. after PAW was session... and then group sharing time.
i dint really speak alot..
i thought that the session was boring and i dint really dun know how to continue with the camp .
but who knows? everything was ok:D
after group sharing was games time. we changed in games attire.
and had lots of fun in the field.. it was the only time we had games in this camp.
though we lost in all 3 games to the group FAITHFULNESS...
i will only say one of the games which i cannot forget.
we had to slide through this soapy thingy .
and snatch a toy durian . and after snatching, we got to climd on this bench and let the other group throw water bombs on us.. before all my group members can go up .. the bench spoilt and everyone fell .. and scratched my legs.
after that was bathing time.. and had 2nd PAW and session.. was kind of boring too .. then grp sharing... and in the night after dinner, had campfire !! woohoo .. dam nice.. supper and lights out at 11.30 .. but i slept at 4 plus.. was talking to baby and i cant sleep..
12/06/09 - friday
woke up at 6 plus.. brushed teeth and put contacts and went back to sleep again .
had breakfast.. PAW and session 3 .. followed by group sharing..
i know i should not say this.. but there is this guy who is so talented.. named chris..
and he is so cute man !! everyone called him pretty .. cause his skin complexion is like a girl..
he plays the guitar dam well .. and the drums ! so different from what i had always hear.. he is from st mary the angels.. so nice to see him play the instruments.. and alot of them are looking at him lo.. imagine how cute he is.. is ok .. will post the pictures once i get them .. took a whole group pic and he was standing in front of me.. haha ! shall stop here.. cont bout him ltr..
had PAW and session 4 after lunch and group sharing. then there is this time that we receive a letter from parents.. is so touching and i cried....then confession .. which was the first time i cried out when i was making my confession... i think the sessions really helped and alot of us reflected.
bathed and had dinner..
PAW and session 5. preparation for healing.. was scared ..
if we really let go of everything.. we will be slain (faint) or cry or shout or laugh out of a sudden ..
alot of them were slain .. but i was not..during this healing.. i prayed for him .. hoping he cuould forgive me.. thought i dint feel anything when they prayed over me.. i was too scared that i cannot concentrate, then theresa gave me a hug.. and i just cried... it was a day that many people cried ..
PAW and session 6 i think.. then supper and lights out at 12.15.. this time i could sleep .. was so tired.. talked to baby in the night.. (:
13/06/09 - sat
woked up at 7 plus and wash up ...
had breakfast... PAW and session .. grp sharing... cant help but still looking at chris playing the guitar... was so nice:D haha.. and we had this 15 min quiet time in the hall .. we got to sleep for that 15 min .. haha.. bathed and attended mass.. baby came... and saw him for that short while... after that ... briefing for outpouring.. another thing to be slain ... we sat down and asked god for the gifts.. gifts of tongues.. so during the outpouring... 3 faci came and prayed over me in tongues.. is so cool .. i tried to let go.. but i cant.. leroy told me that i had something i could not forgive... asked me to sit down and think and ask god to help .. and after asking then stand up to let them pray over again .. but i dint.. i was so sad .. i dint know what is it that i cant forgive and i really cried like nobody business... cried halfway and heard someone singing.. cause there's this background music .. it was chris who sang.. was so nice.. omgosh .. and he prayed too .. he can play keyboard too.. so cool man ! after everyone chilled .. shared some testimonies.. and we all sit on the floor and ask god for the gift of tongues... we started with alleluia.. and i got it ! i got the gift of tongues ~~ but i cant confirm it ... will say it later(: PAW and we ended with hugging each other saying god loves you ...roar ! charmaine and cleomaine went to hug chris.. omgosh ! sadded...
had supper and grp sharing ..we said prayer in our grp and the faci prayed in tongues.. hoping we could receive it too... and we also sang our god is an awesome god.. was dam nice.. shouted..
lights out at 12.15 .. but we slept at 2 plus .. wrote fuzzies a.k.a letters... haha ! to most of the group members.. received alot too ! wrote one for chris.. but dint give him .. haha.. is better not.. later misunderstandings... so yeah ..
14/06/09 - sun
woke up at 8.45 ... when we actually needed to report at 9.15... rush to bath and packed and down for breakfast... our group is always the loudest !! haha ! praise god ! alot of us lost the voice.. but is back during PAW.. haha.. after that PAW and session ... this time.. the session was to pray for tongues... and this time.. the faci will go round to hear... theresa came and she said " say louder... louder !! " i was out of breath man... is so tiring.. she keep telling me " try harder ! you're getting it !" timo came over and listen.. he said "you are almost there .. try harder.. try ! "and suddenly he gave me a tight hug.. and said congrats to me that i have received the gifts from god ! i was dam happy.. and i cried with happiness.. thanks god for the gift... was dam nice.. after that.. those we dint received the gift had to go to the front.. and all of us who received the gifts sit around them and we prayed in tongues to help them .. and really praise god ! all of us received the gifts !
when we are bout to sit in groups.. timo gave me another hug.. he told me what i was saying.. he had the gifts of prophecy .. he said was singing in tongues and is wonderful..after hearing that .. it made me cry again .. really thanks god for this.. !!! PAW and session again .. the last session, enpowering ... and group sharing.. was so sad.. had lunch and the last PAW .. and then photo taking.. dam nice...
received quite alot of fuzzies .. and is so touching.. thanks timo ! you really made me experience god... thanks theresa.. helping me to open my heart to receive the holy spirit ! thanks !
i am gonna join the youth grp ! praise the lord... AMEN !
i think that this camp is not enough .. 4 days is not enough... i want more... Praise god !!
i will also add in those lovely songs that we sang during PAW !
you shall seek me and find me because you will seek me with all your heart. Jeremiah 29:13
ask and you shall received .. seek and you shall find.
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was so tired..
thanks amanda for that 9 miss call and baby for that 52 miss call then i answer ~
and went for phy for 5 min ?
i thought was till 11.30.
but in the end 10.15. what the hack ~
not feeling really good today ..
feel like vomitting. ~ roar ~
i wander what is going wrong with me ....
12am now.. gonna go for camp later.
kinda sad .. cant see baby for 5days~
anyway cousin may be going to help up .. so i guess i will still be able to see her :D haha !
not sure yet . and hope to see baby tomorrow too :D
nighty nites everyone ... off to bed (:
❤ "" was Posted On: Thursday, June 11, 2009 @12:19:00 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿
I can almost see it.
That dream I'm dreamin
But there's a voice inside my head saying you'll never reach it.
Every step I'm taking.
Every move I make feels Lost with no direction.
My faith is shakin.
But I,I gotta keep tryin.
Gotta keep my head held high.
There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.
The struggles I'm facing.
The chances I'm taking.
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking.
I may not know it but these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah.
Just gotta keep going.
And I, I gotta be strong.
Just keep pushing on 'cause,
There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
But Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb. Yeah-yeah
There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes you're gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb. Yeah-yeah-yea
Keep on moving,
Keep climbing,
Keep the faith, Baby.
Its all about,
Its all about the climb.
Keep your faith, Keep your faith.
❤ "" was Posted On: Tuesday, June 9, 2009 @10:29:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
but i cant wake up ..
reason is cause i slept too late last night
and i was sleeping like a log this morning
was doing fnn and baby accompanied me..
and entertained me with a long long post that i requested.. haha..
and so ... dad went overseas today ..
had steamboat for lunch ..
dam nice (: haha
suppose to have lunch at baby's place.
but then was to full to eat..
fnn was cancelled due to cher spraining her leg..
get well soon.. (:
and i went to baby's place after lunch ..
planning to do fnn at baby's place..
but end up playing his lappy..
and sleeping!! haha !! dam nice to sleep with him beside me.. (:
11 more days to 3 months !
3more days to camp !!
2 more days to okw's bday !
❤ "" was Posted On: Monday, June 8, 2009 @11:28:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
hope your wishes come true..
but i doubt it will happen uh .. cause you alr say out your wish to me..
HAHA!!
had lots of fun yesterday ..
clebrating amanda's birthday ..
went to orchard.. kbox.. haha ! shout like hell ... haha !!!
from 2 to 6 and then baby came ...
walked to plaza sing..
and had dinner.. which sux... haha..
after dinner.. went to clarke quay ..
sat by the river side.. and what attracts me is the dead fishes in the river.. eeww !!
spend some time there.. and i was so tired...
baby and i went home round 1145.
while the rest still wanna have some fun ... and countdown .. haha !!
the bus ride was long and tired...
thanks baby for the shoulder (:
rites today was easy ...
god parents were needed.... and yeah .. haha !
camp on thursday .. got to report by 8am in the morning..
i am so tired of fnn.. so boring...
and fnn intensive will start at 8am to 5pm tomorrow !!
i guess i wont be going so early..
going for a wedding at church .. woohoo !!! heheh ....
im really troubled with it...
i love you baby ~
❤ "" was Posted On: Sunday, June 7, 2009 @7:20:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
everyone is feeling so low now...
one mistake that i have made..
is not to do fnn in school ..
and caused all this things to happen ...
to dearest TAN SHI YING !
although i dun know what happen to you ..
but hope you will cheer up alright??
everything will be fine..
and tomorrow will always be better.
to dearest COLIN TAN !
i wont blame you for anything...
and stop saying sorry...
neither are you stupid ...
its really best that you dint read those stuffs.. but..
you've alr read it..
dun think too much... cheer up too k ?
one mistake that i have made..
is not to do fnn in school ..
and caused all this things to happen ...
to dearest TAN SHI YING !
although i dun know what happen to you ..
but hope you will cheer up alright??
everything will be fine..
and tomorrow will always be better.
to dearest COLIN TAN !
i wont blame you for anything...
and stop saying sorry...
neither are you stupid ...
its really best that you dint read those stuffs.. but..
you've alr read it..
dun think too much... cheer up too k ?
❤ "" was Posted On: Friday, June 5, 2009 @10:13:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
❤ "" was Posted On: Tuesday, June 2, 2009 @11:51:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
is ok ...i think it through .. i dun mind taking it again at nov...
had a tiring day yesterday ...
had some probs with baby...
felt really down and dun feel like doing anything ...
and only dropping my tears...
hang baby's call while talking to him halfway ..
and i really feel bad bout it..
baby came to my block downstairs which i told him not to ..
he's just so stubborn ..
and i dint feel like going down at all...
in the end.. i still went.. when i meet him , i admit that my attitude sux..
and i feel bad making him cry :(
seeing how sad he is.... i cant help by dropping my tears ...
i dun know if you know how much i love you ...
i am really scared to lose you ...
really .. really scared...
i want to be selfish and cherish you all by myself...
i really want to hold you tight and dun let you go ..
❤ "" was Posted On: Monday, June 1, 2009 @3:18:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
