whampoa girls and cck girls. LOLs. we were like competing? see who dance better.
wahaha. 30mins of split can die. roar ! leg damn pain . tomorrow also have..
well... after everything has happen... i am gonna concentrate in ballet.
and ballet is gonna be my second life....
history lesson is like so pathetic?
everyone hitting each other? and screaming like dun know what.
so tired la. yesterday bake cookie with cousin ...today bake cookie with weiting, li ping, ryan and amanda..
can see that amanda is really tired, she slept on the floor also .what the hell la.
well . i dint see the result and then i went home alr.. was rushing to go out . .
lol. cousin bake for his stead.. lol . so damn sweet la they all .. monday his stead cook for him .. and he drag me with him to go with him to jurong to take.. but in the end went till clementi..
then the stead went to pasir ris with other friends.. and cousin treat me go jurong entertainment play pool . lols. damn funny la. long time no play .. since last year birthday ...
lols. !on account of that, help him bake for his 11th month anniversary sia. lols.
well... i am really tired...
very very tired...
very very very tired...
i wan to drown all my sorrows and anger in my tiredness.
let me be tired and sleep and never wake up again .
& i think someone do understand how i am feeling now?
after i gave her the letter, i really... say my whole mind out...
❤ "" was Posted On: Wednesday, August 27, 2008 @10:01:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
early morning wake up go school.. and it is raining...
fucking cca ruin my sleep . and i went late...
went to school and alot of people were wet but i was not. haha. cer ask why late then i say raining. then cause hair wet as i bathe in morning. haha:D
then was suppose to meet amanda , but then she woke up late and was raining. so... never meet..
went home eat lunch and medi jiu fall asleep . lols.
amanda ask me go find her at suntec. what the hell .
then i say i dun wan .
ask me go plaza slack ? i also dun wan .. then bo bian .. she come my house:]
dun know for what ... then soon, zi yang came... awhile then i send them to bus stop .
dun feel like going to school this coming friday... dun wish to see him .
but then need to run ..plus gu zheng performance....
haix... what to do ? i am confused !!
i seem to can get over you, but then still dun seem to get over..
i still feel sad that it just end like that ..
and i dun dare to face you ?
well ... i dun know what to do alr.
i am really tired and dun wish to think anymore..
really there's no more hope?
cant we be together again ?
now anyone ask me to go out, i dun really wish to go out anymore.
without..its like meaningless.
but then i dun think that you really love me.
no one will call the stead dog? and beat the own stead and bully.
by this.. i really am very fked up man ...
haix... nvm .. forget it. it just takes time ya..
❤ "" was Posted On: Saturday, August 23, 2008 @9:39:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
but also quite relax.
crazy mt cher.. need to do test? 1 to 1 .
waste my time only. and i ask yee ling to help me ke siao tick and run . LOLs.
after school went to bangkit? me and amanda only..
and then walk here and there... then went to plaza. haha.
quite fun today ... better then yesterday . played block catching or what ?
main character ... amanda and zi yang . wth ~ haha
and walked in the rain too. and
finally me alone walking... but then found amanda at last . lol
i am glad someone cared so much for me :D
everything was bout me. lols his post , personal msg..
well ... thanks alot
& maybe i have really thought clearly.
i wont bother anymore. :/
and i am so .. feeling so bad.. giving her that medi .. and i actually believed her and you lied to me :[ as you promised .. better go return me one.. exactly the same one.
and after you eat , you almost fainted. how could you ?
i am not going to give you anymore.
i am just hurting you . and i am stopping you to get hurt.
& i am eating medicine till so tired.
was suppose to eat 1 , 3 times daily.
but then .. i took another type of medi . so is 2,3 times daily.
well . can it kill me? i guess not..
now is the best time to go out. the sky is so dark . and so cooling.
and its raining. ....
❤ "" was Posted On: Friday, August 22, 2008 @5:06:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
& so had to go wash hair.
after school went plaza eat .
& then that low jian hao go push me by the ear and it bleed. wth ~
nvm .. he treated me sweets :]
& i dint went to hospital .. its just a waste of time.
and.. no one will care man ..
just hope i will die like that.
& so i went to clinic with amanda, zi yang and jian hao .
all wan go into the room with me. wth la. but i go close the door ~ wakaka .
then the doctor was so rough man.
a lady somemore.. but a good doctor.
she go and push the thing to burst . damn pain .
blood is flowing down and amanda keep saying dripping dripping. and my hand kena blood.
the blood flow non stop man . it was so pain till i cried.
LOLs. actually not really that .. is too pain till cry . is that...
the person i wanted to care for me was not there.
& i cried till ... i am very tired ..
why did you leave me?
why did you break your promise?
is it that you found another girl??
i really wanted to know. & i really love you boy .
i hope we could go back to the same as before. & never leave me again . will you ?
thanks alot of people also .
especially pj,boyfriend,bodoh,meimei,nu er,th,tenson and many more.
they really cheer me up : ]
going out later.
❤ "" was Posted On: Wednesday, August 20, 2008 @6:28:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
zi yang and amanda was accompanying me..
& then suprisingly he came.
i just merely told him that i am goin to the doctor and he came.
thanks alot : D
but then waited very long and he cannot be too late to go back to jurong there,
so ask him go first ..
and well . i waited for rm 10 and i went in.
and the doctor ask me go rm 15 ..
then when i went to rm 15 .
doctor ask me go rm 17 !
lols. the station where need to go hospital right away .
but then i was in school u and i haven have preparation yet,
and i told the lady i dint want to go .
lols the lady was so damn funny la. she ask me wan go which hospital .
then i say i dun know.
then she say cannot dun know.
then i say any .. & she really wrote any hospital .LOLs.
but then i went home.
zi yang and amanda came my house.
❤ "" was Posted On: Tuesday, August 19, 2008 @8:04:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
i dun know what to do now.
sms also never reply.
msn also never reply.
& i am stuck man .
went to school late bout 9 plus ?
dun really wan to go .. but then also dun know go where.
were to report to school hall . but then i run away .
& saw ms siti in class. LOLs. thought she will chase me to the hall but then no .
she ask me go history class and wait and so i did, saw suki at 2nd level and i ran to the toilet and waited for 10min for them to go back class. lols.
skip skip skip . so tired performance ytd. dint sleep well this few days.
after school went home with shi ying. took bus to plaza.
& then wentup the bus, so many familiar faces. lols
then alot got down together. me and shi ying went separate ways.
then i was alone, then he accompanied me.. : ] thanks alot.
but then.. walking with him to the bus stop .. just cant win him in talking.
say bout last year... lols.. anyways , thanks for waiting the bus with me :D
❤ "" was Posted On: Monday, August 18, 2008 @5:42:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
what has happen ?
can you tell me? dun keep me in the dark :'[
you're scaring me boy.
i really am imagining things you know.
many many things.
& i hope it is all not true.
❤ "" was Posted On: Thursday, August 14, 2008 @10:05:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
Lately I've been thinking about what I can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way
I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me I ...I'm sorry
I ...I'm sorryI ... I ...
I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I loved
I wanted you
I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you
I wanted you Babe ...
I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done
I just can't do this anymore
Cuz we can't be mended
So let's stop pretending now
We've been walking around in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe meI ...
I'm sorryI ...
I'm sorryI ... I ...
[chorus]
I wanted you Yeah ...I ... I ... I'm so sorry baby
But I ... I ... I gotta pack up and leave
But I ... I ...I'll always remember how we came close
To being how I wanted to be~
I wanted you babyOoooohhh uhhh ...
[chorus]
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holiday was like so damn bored.. and sad toos.
saturday
morning went play bball with friends..
then at night went to drink with cousin at austwine.
well ... the drink is nice :]
sunday
went to church in morning and went to redhill there.
brother go tuition and i slept in there.
after that went to walk 5.6 km at hortpark there.
long long bridge. & when i am walking .. how i wish he was beside me every min and sec..
night went tiong bahru .. 7th month dinner.
so many dinner coming up.. one somemore on the 1st month !! no way .. i will not want to go .:[
morning went to fr lawrence yeo mass funeral .
from 9.30 to 12 .. very sad:[
he was always making us laugh when i was young.
& now he is only 60 years old. suffering from cancer.
burnt at mandai crematorium .. i think like that spell .
hundred over people send him for his last journey .
and everyone see. when the coffin was going to burnt that time.. everyone said goodbye..
& everyone's tears drop .. i was holding on my tears but then .. i just burst into tears too .
went causeway ate seoul garden ..
and then went to movie... night went ballet.
and today ..
very tired today ...
feel like sleeping...... went to heritage centre. i go there and never go got no diff lurh .
cher talking and i keep standing under the air-con :D
but the journey not that bad... very fun :]
li siao cher.. wahaha and cher say me mad. LOLs . & maybe i am :)
❤ "" was Posted On: Tuesday, August 12, 2008 @6:53:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
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more pictures in friendster :D
memories together :x
woots ~
woots ~
early morning went to fajar played bball ?
and then went to greenridge to eat breakfast :] yesterday was so fun at hilda house.
met dar first awhile and then went to hilda house.
wanted to go to vivo to meet my cousin and his ex.
but then decided to go hilda house then.
we played and shouted like hell and everyone was jumping maciam mad woman
just come out of imh :D
but then mood damn runined by something la.
keep call and li siao .
nevermind. dun talk bout that ...
went bout 5 and played till 8 ?
hilda father came home and we send hapy birthday and we all ... LOLs.
damn funny. shall not say ..
took alot of pictures.
and in the night, we offed all the lights and hilda took out light sticks ya?
then we all on techno and lots of songs and we danced.
all snatched for the light stick .. lols.
and we played pick up stick in the dark .i only got 4.
zi yu told ghost story .. and kk was sitting behind me touching me. LOLs.
and her face is like so white. WHat the hell man.
amanda that pathetic gurl :x
hilda keep taking alot of light stick out and then throw here and there and i took 3 :D
funny amanda wanted to take alot. but then she got none .
she was stuck under the table :D
then at night went home... so tired and no voice. plus headache.. too hyper..
then at night went home... so tired and no voice. plus headache.. too hyper..
and slept:D
things is getting from bad too worse?
do you know i have been always for your msges like i used too ?
now you dun even bother to reply me like you used too.
no matter how busy you were last time.
you will also be there for me.
but now, no more. and we hardly meet and talk anymore.
everytime also i sms you first to ask you where are you .
you have changes boy.
looking at all the tag , i supposed you no longer love me like you did in the past anymre?
last time you will tag me almost everyday and sms me almost every seconds.
want to meet me.. but.. now. not anymore. your tag and messages. :'[
❤ "" was Posted On: Saturday, August 9, 2008 @10:28:00 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿
then forget it.
go school waste my time only. LOLs.
make me rmb something.
last year be yourself day. also did not wan to go to school .
but then cause some reason then go .
but in the end... it is nothing . & i am glad i you regretted now :D
flu and cough getting worse and worse :X
when will it get better ?
everyday wake up so early , feeling really terrible . suffocating .
planning to go out later. but then dun know go wherE.
& zi yu's coming my house later? LOls .
want to go out with him la.
dun know how many weeks never meet him liao .
but then .. haix. dun know la.
dun know what to do .
❤ "" was Posted On: Friday, August 8, 2008 @12:00:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
going 7th day ... he still haven tag me :(
busy man indeed ..
today history test .. dun need say anything . everyone knows.
people say believe i say not believe .. is obvious wrong.
and see my marks fly.. LOls. everything new today .
school u new. school shoes new. ballet shirt new. ballet shoes new.and many more :Dballet performance coming in two weeks time.
and ballet exam on 22nd sept.
pathetic.. must pass. not with friends for this grade. dance with all dun know de.
DIE ~ why dun wan exam time in morning like other people de?!!!
then dun need go school . but lucky me 4th last from the exam .weehheee.
back to school things.
today not really in good mood plus sleep quite late this few days.
v worried for my ear:{
dun know what's gonna happen .
want to see a doc as soon as possible ba.
❤ "" was Posted On: Monday, August 4, 2008 @10:55:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
audi-ed with mia eu but then not fun..
he keep losing and slacking >.<"
dar today sick na..
never go school . same as bodoh ...
both also sick ..
get well soon :D
just one day never see him and i miss him tons :[
today mock english test .. aw ! quite diff.
thought real test sia. me do till so serious and somemore last to finish .. till 1.30 then go home.
❤ "" was Posted On: Friday, August 1, 2008 @6:18:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
