woke up early in the morning today ...
and went to church ..
took a bus to star of the sea and sold tickets there... i sold 6 tickets (:
better then nothing .. took a break halfway and went for a walk outside the church ..
had breakfast with charmaine, amanda, dawn, christal and this guy ... out of nowhere just followed us... went back and attended mass.
it seems small and alot of people were like standing..
it was air-coned (:
the rest of the guys were sitting at the back of the choir which we were not supposed to seat.. but then we still joined them ..
the choir was small with only less then 10 people..but then they sing dam nice (:
on the way back to our church ... planning to have a class gathering...
but then in the end.. the rest went but i dint... haix...
feel so bad to be actually going out with you.
but in the end.. it was cancelled..
its so unfair to you ..
and i know if this is to happen all the time...
you will soon feel irritated..
i am scareddd............
you will find me irritating one day..

i struggled a long time and i thought bout it during this period.
i wanted to give you an answer ...
but then things changed just before i could give you an answer..
for one month.. it was terrible.
you made me get used to the way you treated me..
today,you told me how you feel at last ..
and,
the torns between us have eventually been picked out...
you asked me for the answer again .... i guess. i dun wanna hurt you anymore.
rather than me keep thinking and thinking with nothing coming out of my useless brain ..
and making you waste your time waiting...
must as well just give you a straight answer ......
& i hope i wont regret...

~~im feeling terrible inside~~

& i dint mean to ...

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