EMO SHIT !
just came home from church ..
its always nice to go to church (:
there was a blackout today .. haha..
and the lights were back halfway ..
and its always nice to see baby serving mass (:
slept early last night but i am still tired..
WHY ? cause i planned to wake up 5am today to study .. and i set 4 alarms...
to my surprise, i did wake up ... but i wake up and off the alarm and back to sleep (:
so dint study at all...
had enough time to complete all the papers today ..
and maths was a tough one..
rack my brains...
and the weather was nice... soo cooling ...
had a nap during ss paper.. was dam nice (:
listening compre was my lousiest..
force myself to concentrate.. but then ... still cannot... my mind is somewhere else..
everyone were like talking and the volume is soft yet the maximum...
cher was playing with the care bears =.=""
and managed to get answer (:
baby left school early today .. and came to fetch me ...
well ... maybe lil small probs...
i knew that he was sad !! and i kind of know why..
but i wasnt sure.. asked him and he dint wanna say anything...
and we remained silent from the lrt to home..
everything is alright now (: and i hope you wont keep anything to yourself next time...
❤ "" was Posted On: Thursday, April 30, 2009 @10:33:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
why must the girls always at fault ?
why must the girls kena punish?
wth !!
ANGRY + TIRING !
from 3rd storey to 1st storey .. then to library .. kena chase by that old aunty ..
then to 4th story .. class.. then back to 1st storey .. LAB !! tiring la...
BORING BORING BORING !!
doing food order list now... and for 2 hours...
dint write many things..
dun remember what to order... guess got to finish it at home later >.<
too tired to continue with the two other dishes..
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!
talking to baby now (:
haha!!!
READING READING READING !!
some horoscopes...
WAITING WAITING WAITING !!
for recess time..
MISSING MISSING MISSING !!
him...
LOVING LOVING LOVING !!
you ...
haha!! funny post :D
and i am just being....
❤ "" was Posted On: Tuesday, April 28, 2009 @9:28:00 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿
and i am just back from church...
only went for cath class..
and cath class today was not boring, fun and somehow uneasy ..
had 15 min of lesson watching video and break time..
after break combined class with 4A ..
discuss on games stall..
was suposed to be at the dunkin thing..
but due to some stuff..
the dunkin thingy spoiled.. haha (:
so too bad..
wanted to make haunted house..
but then ,,, no more space..
ah !! setting up of booth next sat 2 to 4...
then still got tuition at 2 to4 ..
which should i go ?
and got to report to church on sun at 8 to 2..
roar !!!
❤ "" was Posted On: Sunday, April 26, 2009 @11:39:00 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿
i am so relieved.. for not having anymore trainings..
but then ... had POA today ...
the whether was freaking hot and all of us were sweating away ...
only 7 people came..
but cecilia and amanda went off early..
well .. after poa went to makan with caleb, zq, musya and fahmi ..
walked to plaza and on the way .. they are so noisy ..
quarreling what to eat.. haha:D
i am so addicted to the song what hurts the most..
well... not interested in the other parts but only the chorus...
what hurts the most is being so close..
haha :D
firstly , HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO TOH FANG HONG (:
secondly, grats drama for getting a SILVER (:
lastly, grats to all gz members GOLD :D
thanks baby and everyone for all the support .
be it SYF or ballet exam .. haha :D
exams have started and i dun feel stress at all..
what i worry now is my RECIPE !!
heard that we will be cooking on wednesday ..
and i have tons and tons of things to do ..
oh gosh :/
after being with baby for 37 days..
he is still as sweet as ever (:
i realised how stubborn yet sweet he is..
willing to wait outside school for an hour till 8 plus..
when i asked him not to...
and really made me worry man!!
what if anything happen?
❤ "" was Posted On: Saturday, April 25, 2009 @6:59:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
kind of miss this class oversea camp (:
guzheng and drama SYF outfit (:
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food that all cousins learned,cooked and eat during easter(:
❤ "" was Posted On: Tuesday, April 21, 2009 @9:20:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
she will confiscate and banned everything if i dun get good results for MYE.
well.. i guess...
i really haven been studying hard...
and is because i got no time to study !!
cca plus ballet and tuition can kill me..
i am almost tired everyday ..
and how can i study when i am tired?!!
whatever.. i will prove her wrong..
i am really really really really really really really really super uber tired today ...
slept till quite late in the morning... and reached school at 9.10.
after all those studying.. i got tired again..
after school went to collect hw from bro's friend and home i went..
grandma came and cooked lunch for me..
fish porridge.. haha (:
after lunched, nap for awhile and baby accompanied me to tuition... (:
as usual,, he loves to poke and tickle !!
i guess i am not going school tomorrow...
kind of curious and want to accompany bro to the doctor..
and ballet exam tomorrow.. solo for 4 dance..
kind of nervous.. :/
❤ "" was Posted @9:02:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
slept at round 2 and woke up at 6plus...
and i look like a panda now.. SYF today was...
dun know how to say... played some parts wrong and the solo also .. played some parts wrongly..
anyway this cca is still new.. and its the first time we are participating in it..
i guess that if we really did our best is enough...
the results is not impt at all...
met baby after his school ... and accompanied me awhile at the cultural centre...
cause of those fking sec ones !!
say wan to support but in fact just wanna skip lesson.. wth la.
school had ended and they wanna go home...
and cause of this people.. we cant listen to other schools and gtg back to school early..
such a selfish act la.
anyway ... baby went straight to west spring and i made him wait outside school for an hour plus.. cause i was taking pictures and washing my hair and waiting to take the ez link card...
thanks baby for the paitence (:
grandma and uncle is currently at my house..
bro is sick and had 7days of MC..
heard that its kind of painful ...
and it can spread..
well.. got to keep a distance from him...
kind of sad....
after learning 13 years of ballet from ms wong..
and she is not gonna teach us anymore...
last dance together ...
last time together...
and we went seperate ways ...
ballet exam in 2 days time..
how i wish she can continue teaching us...
❤ "" was Posted On: Monday, April 20, 2009 @10:09:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
haha.. well well..
mom has been asking me bout him today ..
i dun know why ... LOL !!
and baby's school is starting tomorrow..
and syf tomorrow..
omgosh ... feel bit tense...
actually more scared to play in school ...
first row !! no way man !!
gtg and prepare.. bye peops (:
❤ "" was Posted On: Sunday, April 19, 2009 @10:02:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
look so dam nerd... anyway .. using com for 15 min and i am going to bed soon ..
really cannot take it anymore.
well..school today was extremely boring...
though theres only 4 period .. but it seems so looooong !!
dint do spontaneous in the morning ..POA ... just hand up my work without completing..
i dun know what cher will react when she sees it...
PHY ..class got lecture from cher for not doing work ..
guess we really disappoint cher..
recess.. was just staying in the class sleeping...
ENG... dam funny... some lower sec came and some jokes round..
MATHS... ears gonna burst... there's really talent in class.. choir... and is for guys.. (:
after school went to baby's house ...
supposed to eat ... and the cook with be colin tan..
but then not hungry .. so dint cook and yeah ...
spent some time together :D
and he make me feel like sleeping...
if i sleep, i wonder what time i will wake up..
worse thing is that he set his dog free !!!
but the dog dint do anything.. but only keep jumping...
guess amanda is having fun now at camp ?
enjoy girl :D
❤ "" was Posted On: Friday, April 17, 2009 @10:11:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
maths... dun understand what rubbish cher was teaching...
mt... some disputes and cher went to G.O half way .. so no lesson..
recess... roar !! dam stress.. with so many WHY WHY WHY ...
nothing special about the periods after end of recess...
oh yeah ... english ... stood for an hour for not doing that ARGUMENTATIVE ESSAY...
boring......
went for remedial till round 4.30.. which was suppose to end at 3.40 ..
anyway... cher was so gan chiong to go off...
think cher wanna go for a date.. haha :D
went for cca for an hour and was let off at 5.30.. dam early..
baby cabbed down to school cause he dint wanna me to wait..
so silly !! thanks for the choco anyway (:
just realised something..
have beem saying the same thing to baby everyday .. and the word is..
tired... and i am really tired..with so many things going on... hmmmm ... got to find one day and recharge myself...
9more days to start of MYE.
7more days to ballet exam.
5more days to SYF.
4more days to a month with baby.
1 more day to drama SYF.
good luck cecilia,amanada,kelly and weiting (:
❤ "" was Posted On: Wednesday, April 15, 2009 @9:11:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
everyone seems to be doing their coursework... while amanda and i?
sitting just beside each other but still msn-ing.
playing and blogging away for 2 hours
dun know how and what to do bout coursework.. (so lazy to change colour 1 by 1 alr..)
i just simply feel like giving it up ..
its so freaking boring man !!!
exams are next week and i dun have the motivations to study at all ...
haven even touch on my homework for a month ..... hahaha!!!
well well....
waiting for recess time.... to come....
i wanna sleep :( like what baby is doing now i think ...
sleeping like a log... >.<
❤ "" was Posted On: Tuesday, April 14, 2009 @9:37:00 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿
and she dint say anything.. i think that she's fine with it..
as long as i dun make the same mistake ...
had quite some fun yesterday at grandma house...
made and learn quite afew things.... sushi, pizzas, fried dumplings and many many more.. ate quite alot (:
went to rp for rehearsal today ... sooo tiring..
and my make up looks like kena bashed or something ... haha:D
ok ... now.. here's an answer which BABY♥ wants...
question:
what i like bout him ?...
answer:
he's a sweet guy who treats me the best ...
he's caring
he's cute and good looking ...
he is an understanding and reasonable person ...
he protects me...
he has never been angry at me before..
he leaves the best for me...
he has lots of patience... be it waiting for me after school for dam long or going out...
he respect my decisions...
he makes me happy when i am sad...
he is there for me when i need him ...
he makes me miss him every hour,min and sec..
he makes me wanna see him badly..
he makes me wanna be with him forever...
he gives me a comfortable feeling when being with him...
[except those times when he keep poking me]
he makes me feel that i am the happiest girl in the world.. (:
i love you baby (:
25days (:
❤ "" was Posted On: Monday, April 13, 2009 @10:09:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
current mood is sad and happy..
sad that i am not being able to go to church tonight.. which i really want to go ..
and is from 8 to 11.. dam long.. and i will be able to see baby too ...
nevermind.. i will be able to see him tomorrow (:
happy that i just went out with baby to JP ! walk here and there and got couple ring (:
thanks baby ..
walk for quite a long time and here i am .. home (:
anyways. .going out for dinner..
bye :D
❤ "" was Posted On: Saturday, April 11, 2009 @7:50:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
lucky nth happen ..
its early in the morning now..
and i just ate 2 piece of plain bread and a cup of plain water...
and mom just went down to buy more bread.. haha (:
supposed to play badminton with amanda and karen at 8 .
and amanda said that she will give me a morning call ..
and IN THE END...
i gave her a morning call instead and she is still in bed at 8 !!
LOLS.. she wants to play basketball at first.. then badminton ..
but then .. basketball will make me go hungry ....
and i dun wanna eat so many plain bread ....
so i asked her to tell me to go over after she's done with bball...but then ...
need to go church later... (:
so dint go ... many things happen yesterday ...
well... was quite thrilling eh.. just bit boring at p' office..
listening to him talk...
for dun know how long and with our bags on the shoulder and its so heavy ..
and went for cca for only an hour and off to church in my school u ... looks weird ...
lesson yesterday was extremely boring...
which consist of 2 period of ss at the start of the day and 2 period of mt at the end of the day...just dint feel like doing compo .. and so ..
i dint do it..played BINGO with amanda for phy and mt lesson ..
we played 10 rounds and i won 9 (: woohooo ..
obviously the one neater is mine (: [ no offence]
got to see BABY at last <3
after ... 4 days... but a very short while...
anyway... at least better than not seeing...
im still able to see him later too :D
good friday today , and it reminds me ... (:
one year ago... known that baby existed (:
liked him since then ... one year later (:
im with him (: and i am happy (:
blog is so colourless... and i coloured it for today (:
❤ "" was Posted On: Friday, April 10, 2009 @8:38:00 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿
haven been going malaysia for months...
after 20 to 30 years of lying on the bed w/o being able to walk and talk...
i guess i have to accept that its time for you ...
go somewhere that is more peaceful ..
end all the sufferings..
i guess yi po has brought you along with her...
so sorry that i was so scared ...
did not even dare go into your room...
did not dare to look at you closely... i'm always standing that far...
sad that i am unable to go for the burial this thursday . guess parents will be going...
Rest well... i promise, i will remember you and yi po ;
had a fun time in school today ...
had napfa today ... sit and reach and shuttle run ..
cher dint time for the girls.. so .. too lazy to run .. and anyhow gave cher the timing..
watch the guys run being test... dam funny la !! haha (:
next was hy lesson ..
was so bored.. and i spent the whole lesson deleting msges... inbox and outbox are all flooded...
2 english period... did compre.. which i did before... in my tuition last time..
so was easy .. cd period..
learnt bout r/s and breakups..
had a nice quote.. shall post next time..
haha.. had fun time having that lessons..
people throwing paper balls around.. and... some jokes..
funny thing is...cher was showing powerpoint slides..
and somehow ask some people to go out of class.. cause of some probs..
and then N. edited someone's name on the slides to chers name when he dint notice... haha !! (:
was so funny when cher went to that slide...
i simply cant wait for thursday ...
i wanna see baby ..
anyway .. would be able to see him from thursday to sunday (:
19 days together <3
❤ "" was Posted On: Tuesday, April 7, 2009 @8:31:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
and happy belated birthday to uncle simon(:
lesson today was ... quite bored..
but no choice.. forced myself to at least pay 85% attention ..
mid year is in another 2more weeks...
need to pay attention .. another few more months and it will determine my few years later..
many teachers keep repeating it..
after school walked to plaza with darick, pj and amanda..
had some entertainment..
they were singing all the way to plaza(:
bought some stuffs with manda and home sweet home..
cant meet baby♥ till thursday...
for some reasons...
to say the truth, i miss you badly :(
i know i have a choice...
choose to read it or not..
but i cant help but to read it...
well well.. thanks cousin and amanda for talking to me...
when i really need it...
i feel kind of tired reading it....
cause i experienced it many times...
you made me think back ....
i understand the feeling..
it happened many times...
its countless i guess....
it really takes time....
oh well ... find me for all you want...
i am waiting.... i am not gonne let you affect my studies...
❤ "" was Posted On: Monday, April 6, 2009 @7:33:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
currently at school and is soooo boring..
coursework is such a pain ...
need to complete then can go...
this is how i spent my friday .. oh well ...
no choice but to do ...
happen to see this poem (:
Onto the sea
I sailed my boat
And prayed that it
Would stay afloat
From dawn til dusk
From dusk til dawn
In search of love
I drifted on
What happened then
I don't recall
I think it was
A sudden squall
For when I awoke
I thought I died
At the sight of an angel
At my side
But lucky for me
That was not true
For I found love
And love was you.
- Britney Brundage -
❤ "" was Posted On: Friday, April 3, 2009 @2:59:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
all the teachers taking us were either on course or mc.
so... was so relax today ..
but .. quite tiring also .. consolling people is a tough job..
suddenly .. i feel so scared....
i dun know why .....
maybe of everything that is happening TODAY...
not a very good day today ... firstly.. amanda... cheer up ..
dun let all this shit bother you ...study hard for your N and O ..
and you will find someone better in poly.. make him regret..
secondly.. baby ... hope he cheer up too ..
sad to see both of you sad...
thirdly... got to stay back for some useless things tomorrow...
cause of an extra calafare cher that came in when she has nothing to do ..
and telling everyone how good her class is... and how many passed with distinction ?
thats not even our business and she tell us for what ..
i was happily surfing the net and she ruined my mood for the day...
should i say thank you for ruining my day ? or should i ask you to fuck off from my sight??
forth...
feel so tired and still need to do the coursework ...
what will happen if someone is over tired?
thanks jackie for the encouragement....
anyway ...
❤ "" was Posted On: Thursday, April 2, 2009 @8:22:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
