I swear it's one of the best Christmas I ever had. A Christmas with no stress, anger or whatsoever .
Manage to meet up my girls ytd.. To exchange presents.
Super thankful for the present from Hilda(secret Santa) ! I'm her secret Santa too! Hehe .
And a very nice night! Feeling super love. Midnight supper hunt! Cause was dam hungry.. And my dinner was super rushed one. Nice stay I can say.
So many early presents this year :)
Finally my little wish came true. My boy attended church wth me. A wish I wanted 2 years ago.. What was the bonus was... Ethan and Xavier came along too! I was dam scared they will feel super bored. Can't be more happy than this :)
And midnight supper at fei fei wanton mee at joo Chiat ! Hehe:)
Blessed Christmas indeed!
2nd year of Christmas tgt !
❤ "" was Posted On: Thursday, December 25, 2014 @5:37:00 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿
Day out with the boy. I guess I nap for an hour plus and headed to church.
Much to my surprise, I woke up myself and therefore, mum din nag :) hahah!
Off to ecp for a ride.. Because I was feeling so moody and angry with him ytd.. He tried to cheer me up.
3 hours ride but we only use up 1.5 hours cause it started raining after that.
Off to bedok 85 for carrot cake.. Because i only eat the one there. Super sweet.. And since we were near to-gether cafe.
My cravings for matcha lava cake for months can be satisfied 😏 yay!!
And of course I'm happy! Cause there is food.. Yes, I eat a lot of meals.. But every meal.. I don't eat a lot ( I swear ) . Hate eating rice especially.. Hmm. 
Hahaha! The boys actually do know how to compliment me ah😏
Finally, 雨过天晴
❤ "" was Posted On: Monday, December 22, 2014 @5:02:00 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿
rough night i have.
feeling so moodless.
super thankful for those around.
calling and skyping me straight when i said im emotional.
asking to meet me even tho they stay so far and are outside.
wanna bring me to out for a breather.
yes, i stayed home the whole day.
i could have made other choices.
but all i need was to get out of the house.. and just smell the air outside.
so i did.
felt so much better and home for some intense dota match .
people trying to cheer me up and laugh .
yes they did succeed.
and im super thankful for you people around :)
i dont need people who dont care about my feelings.
thats why, in the first place.. i said
Relationship was a burden .
and the burden was smth like today .
well done.
carry on.
relationship burdens :
- being stopped into doing what I wanna do (like work, etc)
- dating seems better because everyone treats you like a princess and they will always think that you're someone they yearn for
- to spend money on the partner
- worry about him being unfaithful
- full of insecurities
- stop you from going further
- overseas phobia
- online phobia
- trust issues
- quarrels
- fights
- break ups
And many fucking more!
Don't wanna elaborate further -,-
Ps: I don't even think I should be in one
❤ "" was Posted On: Sunday, December 21, 2014 @4:29:00 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿
Fingers crossed!
Tho I know the hope is dam little! Argh!
My hair colour doesn't show -,-
Suppose to be red ! Oh well.. Maybe more of washing then! Hahah!
Look who is wearing specs now:)
My Mr guai !
He looks much smarter and decent looking with specs on I swear! Hahaha!
I thought I was wearing super lup sup to town until one lady asked me where I got my top from! Weeeee~
Ok, super cheat clothes from bugis street ! Lol!
Viewing the city lights with the boy after trying out Tim ho wan!
Super overpriced and I don't like the menu! Super limited.. Except for the char siew bao -,-! Now I'm feeling hungry! Argh!!
Pardon my hair! Cause of my fringe ! Trying to keep it long to see how I can look like!
So basically, I swear I love 2014!
Tho the starting part of the year was quite bad.
Fail or modules and everything din turn out well..
I blame others instead of myself for what have everything become...
Also, failing all the interviews :( (there goes my dream)
Still, there will definitely be phobia doing that job tho!!
Mix feelings much..
But now, I'm feeling so much relieved from everything !
A guy who dotes on me and takes care of me..
Although I always scold him in dota :x (sorry! I just cannot )
Gna make soup for me to prevent my low blood sugar!!
And, making sure I have enough rest and trying to improve himself for me:)
Never ever let me take long transport home myself cause he don't wan to tire me out..
Surprise me all the time:)
Tho you always kinda act cool and know everything! :@
I prefer the times when you 不知不觉 and just be who you are..
Example when we listen to music in the car.. And you simply just sing along to the song knowing the lyrics..
And not trying to sing some songs that you thought you will know!
Don't act and try so hard to be good and show off to people..
Thank you for being the guy.. Who knows what my phobia is! Trying to understand what I've been thru all the years and try your best not to commit those things...
And best of all.. You know what you shouldn't do as a bf.. ( tho you look at other girls in front of me and you get your karma too) Hahahah! So don't blame others for looking at me :p
And not stalking other girls ( for now that I know.. And only 1 year only ma! ) Hahahah!!
All these, I'll definitely not forget and you'll never be my regret .
I love you :)
❤ "" was Posted On: Thursday, December 18, 2014 @5:07:00 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿
Something for guys to think about.
Take her forgranted once, you'll regret forever.
Always see her like the first time you saw her.
Don't look at her at your point of view. But what other guys will think of her.
Don't forget!
They don't belong to anyone.. And can leave if they wan.
Ok, enough of my nonsense .
Jb trip today!.. I think it's our? 6th trip tgt? Nvm.
The only photo I have, not us.. But the food! Lol!
Guess we have lost the interest of keep photos for memories. I guess I shall not too! Hah!
So ... taman sentosa Bkt - ksl Kbox - massage - abalone noodle - jb sentral - home sweet home :)
❤ "" was Posted On: Tuesday, December 16, 2014 @3:42:00 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿
1st anniversary!
Yay, manage to eat at Hard Rock Cafe! Thanks to the boys plan:)
He actually did not tell me where we are going on that day for dinner.. And wanted to call a cab and bring me there..
Well, stubborn me.. Insist on wanting to go myself. And he end up giving me the address..
So he went there himself ... And met him there...
Everything was good.. The food is alright.. Mad love the Mac and cheese!
And tada~~~ he said there was desserts and I din ask much cause I thought he pre ordered it or smth before I came..
Cause we ordered the dinner tgt and he din mention any desserts!
So there, the waiter come with hagen daz ice cream cake with a bouquet of flowers!! Hehe!
It is 18 stalks this time round... With super nice balloons saying I love you.
Simply can't get my eyes off it! Even till now!
Appreciate for the effort for what he had done!
Planning with the waiter and before I go over ! Hahah!
And headed over to jp for movie" horrible bosses 2"
I prefer the first episode.. This movie kinda boring!!
Still, never fail to make me laugh at times...
Everything was great till the boy had to hit people so hardly Everytime he laughs..
Super turn off and pain..
I just move aside sometimes! Hehe!! So, that's the end of the day!!
Thank you for everything you've done !
For the past 1 year, changing to a better person.. Be it.. More understanding, romantic and caring..
Tho it was tough at times.. When you had case, super broke, non elegant and suck at dressing cause you are lazy...
Still, I think we manage to overcome it...
But if it happens... Then hur hur ~ you're on your own! 😂
Tada~
Many more years to come! Cheers to that
❤ "" was Posted On: Friday, December 12, 2014 @5:15:00 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿
dint know my boy can cook quite well.
hehe !
suppose to cook like... 2 dishes per person ?
end up, i din cook much .
feels so weird to be cooking at other people's house.
super not use to everything.
therefore, i only made the soup. and i dont really have all the ingredients.
so we made do with what we have.
mad love with his pork with sea cucumber. yummmz.
the very first time, we cooked together.
and i swear that couples really need to stay together for sometimes to know if they can really get along.
thru this cooking, i can see all his bad habits! TSK TSK !
but is ok.. nagging him will just help. hahah!
this mysterious boy is planning smth for the big day tmr.. omg!
update more tmr :)
❤ "" was Posted On: Thursday, December 11, 2014 @5:20:00 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿
Throwback throwback from Friday to Sunday ! 5 to 7 dec!
Work at chAngi airbase.. And the boy fetched me to changi airport for dinner and we had astons.. Cause he knew I was craving for it.
We then went to Holland for ice cream :)
6- dad and mum anniversary.
Dinner at Faber bistro:)
The food is good and worth it.
Was brain storming at where to eat. But end up, dad Wanna go to mount Faber for good scenery.. So yeah. We went!
Good suggestion tho:)
Super good service !
7- church then to Macpherson cause I was wanting to try kin kin pan mee.. But. Dun have the chance...
It wasn't as good as what everyone says I think.. The chilli is too spicy.. And the portion is kinda small.. (For guys)
I only ate few mouths.. Cause it was too spicy.
Then to hougang to sis new shop!
Kiki was there! And the boy just have to keep disturbing him! Hahhaa! Adorable little dog.
And cause I was shouting hungry...
We left and the boy went to take away fries with salted egg dip! Also, my cravings.
Not very nice also :( sadly.. Hahhaa!
It was raining heavily .. And quite heartache to see the boy running to get food for me while I stayed in the car:(
Then to clementi to get sashimi! Hehe.
Tell me how not to cherish this guy?
When someone is willing to go thru everything with you, seen you at your ugliest and yet think it's pretty/acceptable in their eyes..
They are a keeper !
Few more days ! Hehe
❤ "" was Posted On: Monday, December 8, 2014 @4:48:00 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿
Manage to overcome abit of running today..
And my hand is totally aching from the baking of the Cronut-,-
Well.. Still I can bear with it..
Unlike some guys.. Who work just a day and complain here ache there ache.. And expect someone to care for them..
What has become the world now...
Guys can't take hardship ? Haha!
A quote before I sleep!
Therefore, always remember.. No point forcing someone to be someone whom they isnt..
Someone out there will be the one you're looking for..
And yeah. Just hoping someone would just spend more effort in thinking for me..
❤ "" was Posted On: Thursday, December 4, 2014 @5:53:00 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿
Good and bad times.
First night, we quarrelled badly... Cause of dota game...
And nevertheless, some debates..
And forever, he wouldn't listen to me. Sigh!
My feeling at that moment is that I am thinking... " why should I be with a guy who doesn't believe in what I say? "
" why can't he see what's good and what's bad ?"
Shall not say further about it..
But it really sets me thinking!
Off to Hard Rock Cafe to celebrate our first time seeing each other!
But sadly, sit was having their private event there!
And we and up going to black Angus beefsteak!
Super expensive! Like 150 for 2 person ! But it's dam nice and worth!
The boy indeed is pampering me :)
Which girl doesn't love it when their love one pampers them :)
Bringing them to eat good food... Getting flowers... Care and concern etc..
Hehe! I got it ;)
❤ "" was Posted On: Wednesday, December 3, 2014 @5:11:00 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿
