today not im good mood again na >.< like so many things happen. maths lesson like that then bio lesson also . kena scolded by cher :( feel bad for giving cher such a dissapointment . haix. sometimes, i really need you by my side .. but you were not there :( & i feel like crying :'{ dar,you promise me many things : D
dun you ever break your promise ok ?
you promise not to leave me .
you promice to last long with me.
you promise me before never to be angry with me >.<
you promise to gain your love for me and not make your love fade x33
cannot forget all this promises uh .
& dar, i really love youbodoh: get well soon :D
cannot do coursework now , comp something wrong.
and dar is such a busy man !!
busy busy busy :(
nevermind lurh ~ so bored bored bored.
see dar post make me feel so bad >.<
making him suffer with me :(
i love you na :DD
well .. today lesson not that bad ba .
morning was fnn , and was chatting with amanda,
ss was trying to pay attention but nothing go in my mind .
english teacher never come, and free period.
maths chatting also .
cd was bored bored .
ah ~ mt :D
fun fun fun .
paid attention today and answered alot of question .
need to write something as a group .
was so damn angry la. i was holding the marker and she snatched it away from me.
then i went to sit alone'
since she can do it then let her do it herself lurh ~
after they finish writing.
still got alot of space below. then i wrote big big.
amanda ♥ zi yang.
and put in board and show everyone :D
and after school went home.
very no mood now.
really dun feel like talking .
maybe too tired :(
Posting for Dear since she cant use com eh? =D
well , although the days meeting her is damn less and seldom meet le.. due to.....
shall not mention eh? .. But dear don't worry =D i will wait for your freedom back to you.hees.. Dun care wadever saes alrights? jus live for urself ,and dear. my love for you never ever gonna fade =DI oni live and i gonna breathe for only one person in this world. and thats you. Seraphina Toh Yan Jin. You're my one and only =Di Love u tons girls.Our Sweet Romance
20.07.08
11.03pm
early morning woke up and went to gu zheng. tiring and cold in there untill now still very cold :( getting fever soon . wanted to recharge myself by sleeping, but then ... got lion dance and alot more. from 11 plus till now. still have and so loud till cant sleep . but still ok la. make me miss and think of him . make me remember last time he was in lion dance.suppose to go gai gai with him . but then , cant go out. parents keep noticing of whatever ii do at home and msges all that . so fucked up man ~dar is out and i am at home doing nothing ... haix. bored to death . if only i am with him now ... he kills my boredness :D anyways ... going out soon . byes ~
new songs :D today dar never go school . & so tired somemore. slept for 4 hours only in the night. waited for dar after school & went amanda house.her mama cook maggie for me and amanda to eat . he not hungry then no eat . but i force him share with me :D3 left amanda house as she needs to rest for her tuition afterwards. so, slack with him at amanda house downstair till now just reach home :Xnice to be with him :) i love you . my mama call and i know nothing good . so never answer. LOLs. but then nu er called me and told me my mama called her also .thanks nu er for helping me today uh :) today spontaneous writing >.<>
i wrote disrespect .
saying that i hate my family for disrespecting me.
read my msg all that . aw ! feeling so terrible.
dar : but no matter what . no one can change my mind :x
now to post myself :D
thanks dar for waiting for me till so late :)
rushing coursework >.<>
dar .. trust me that i promise you that i wont leave you no matter what :x
& get well soon ya. flu le woh . so easy sick :x
now i realised ...no one treat me better then you ;D
thanks for sending me to bus stop today .
can hardly meet you these few days .
really sorry dar :'(
bare with it. till this problem is gone andd we will be free again :D
i will cherish + love + trust you .
see you tomorrow dar :D
and to amanda , dun worry too much ok ?
i will help you no matter what happens. trust me too ya :D
and your beloved laogong will protect you de . hees ~
weetsss. Dear... here to post alrights? =D dun post later someone leave me wor...
hahss.. Dear girl... thx for all de sweet moments =D i appreciate it alot alot... alrights?
everything have their own solution i guess? i realli hope dat de dream is nt true ehs?
i will not leave you girl. i shall cherish you and love you till my very very last breathe ok?
I Love You Loads Girl
=D
20.07.2008
11.03pm
Our Sweet Romance <3
amanda helpin post ((:
long tyme no post lerhhs , lyke a dead blogg T.T
ask him help me post , he dun wan (: nevermind la.
something happened and i get less chance to
contact him and meet him le .
no matter wad , i promise not to leave you ok .
and forget about the dreams .
Dreams are just opposite from reality
he ate the muffin me and amanda made baked today wahahas
first time him eating wad i baked and saying nice .
hees .Thanks Dar (:
very sorry to make him suffer the probs
becos of me . cannot contact you . only in the night and midnight . haix , must be strong (: i love you dar (: amanda posting here (:
ani treat ?? tc urhs !
short post since someone ask me to post . today waited for someone for dun know how long lurh ~ nevermind. worth waiting ba. and thanks amanda, kar kei and zi yang . pei me till quite late .. he send me to bus stop . LOls. hees ~
wees ~ posting for yesterday ;DD went back home after school and they were like walking very slowly from school to plaza. teng hui ,zi yang and amanda came my house. on my com and they started playing dota... LOLs. amanda is cooking maggie and i went to bathe. teng hui so .... that lao ah pek .LOLs . keep rushing me and amanda .but meet her that time uh , never rush her. so biased. then i am like so extra .. amanda and zi yang, shi ying and th . LOLs. luckily lurh ~ he came ;DD went to buy present together. and went to walk walk. went to fajar , amanda house downstair and waited for that lao ah pek and wife and cousin .LOLs. walk so slow those old people. climb all the way up to 8 floor ? so pathetic la the lift.. hees ~ if i tired someone will carry me. wahaha ;DD kidding >.<at her house till 7 and he sent me to bus stop .. :D
just come home. stayed back after school && went to senja grand with amand,zi yang,jian hao, zhen yang,jeremy and gilbert .... only amanda ate . i drank water. special type of green tea woh . from singapore de. so sorry woh . to pous green tea in your pepsi and you cant drink >.<next time treat you . decided to go back school till 2 plus then go home. but then thinking dun wan go piano and called mother to cancel off. at last my wish is fulfilled. pei him with his cca and see him play .. :DDhe taught someone.. LOls. so much patience . hahas then went to jeremy house. dun know for what .. but still quite fun .and they send me home :D thanks alot.
just got home , this few days really no appetite to eat .. so sway today ... morning heng heng no thermometer . and was to go general office. but i dun wan .and yee ling lent me one.&& got scolding again today . && i dint talk at all ok . anyhow say . i was just writing something and scolded me for that and say me without respect ? please~ you dun deserve any ok . ask me stand up today .. ask me what i promised you . i dint even promise you anything man . i only explain why i skipped class , and nothing else. somemore wan me to say to whole class what i promised you . please ~ i dint even made any promises. forget it. you are just picking on me. WHATEVER, i also dun give a damn anymore. i already gave it up when you asked me .. have you given up on poa.. and i said YES. forget it. guzheng today totally sux man . play till hand pain.and we were waiting for someone .&& was LATE !! hahas. nevermind ;D can understand.no rain wait till got rain .btw thanks for the biscuit ... and the
handphone send to repair today . so if anyone msg me , i no reply.. so sorry call my house ba ;D
never post for quite long time, maybe update abit for these whole weekfirstly grats amanda and bodoh . and thanks for sending me to bus stop yesterday . last long. last weeks lesson is so terrible. especially p.o.a pon lesson and tio scolding in front of everyone. looking at teacher scold makes me laugh . LOLs. anyway its over and made a decision already . and i just hate her forever.went to lene house yesterday, thanks for the chocoflakes ;D nice nice :)took lrt to pending and i dn know how walk. lols. and HE walk me there although he got lots of things to do . boy, dun tired yourself :) thanks alot... :) headache now.. go rest ... byes~
