nowadays, i guess... i am going and have been left out. i am no longer to what i am used to be. and i dun wan to be an idiot me like now. and i really dun wish to care anymore. things are getting out of place now. haix, say that i am selfish ba. saw him today ... why must he appear in front of me? why ? and make me so blur and confused ? what must i do ? [no copycats please]
there was a time you held in my heart,the most magnificent dreams .a time when life seems to carry endless promises and possibilities those dreams are still with you .what you long for is longing for you what you dream of is what you are meant to create the doubts you have exist only in your mind. the anxieties that seem so burdensome are of your own making.you most treasured possibilities are real,if you will simply let them live through.whatever you've come from whatever you'vr beennew possibilities beckonright here and now ~
yesterday gu zheng at outside general office. so pai seh lurh . somemore all never go . only me and kk go . carry the instrument that is so heavy from dance room to 1 st floor. so heavy . go up and down all the time. and i have to carry two gu zheng . help teacher take de .. LOLs. so stuffy there.and mr seet and mrs liao . suki,mr lee all there. keep taking photos. aww! cannot hide. third time went to dentist liao . go do scaling and filling today . really terrible feeling. skip bio lesson lurh . ask dentist do slow slow. monday still have to go dentist take something . ah !! SO KE LIAN AH !! after school went to plaza . realise no bring enough money , left $2 . aw !! jolene treat me and amanda. eh !! amanda when your turn uh ? only go perak then treat uh ? hehes. kidding ;)) thanks s0 much bestie for that mos burger treat :)nevermind. audi-ing time. byes;D
at last finish my coursework .. not really good.. all copy paste ;D all thanks to jun jie. for providing all the info to me . while i was chatting on msn and finding songs instead of research >.<"so tired. gonna sleep now or someone wan piak me tomorrow if i sleepy. LOLs.piak me i dun give you your summary;Dand btw thanks for the funny faces you show me in class today :D really funny. LOLs.
tiring. rushing to finish coursework now >.<"dun wish to study anymore. no face to see people anymore. many things i doing is getting wrong. i am back to my colourless-world i am living in once before. i am really dead . feelings dead .really dead. right inside. useless me... angel has bee keeping me happy everyday ;D thanks so much ...i dun know. there is nothing that makes me troubled. but really feel like ... crying ...haix. study hard for someone sake ... who is gone to somewhere far. i hope to see that person again D: can i ? i guess ... nope ! forget it.
school start le ;D so boring .... and tiring . that mrs goh .. dun know see my not happy.. then keep picking on me. yesterday give me grooming form. my fringe. no clip how pin up ? then today ms ong at behind and mrs goh wan me to stand up check my skirt ... LOLs .what the hell lurh . all dun wan check then check me... where not happy sia? see you so short .. dun ji jiao so much ... hees ;DD happy schooling ;DD
ah !! school holidays are ending in just few hours DD: so sad ... i dread going school and i dun wan to go school .... so sux man !!!! bored bored bored DD: somemore haven finish homework !! roar!!happy schooling everyone ;DDreply to tags ;DD bodoh : dun ever think of getting back the money ;DD wahaha..whats mine will never be yours ;D
went to escape yesterday . can say ... quite fun and quite bored. went with ah pek, bodoh , jeremy and nu er ;D too little people le. wahaha . anyways everything yesterday was free xDD wahaha. at first should be ah pek pay de. roar. he dun wan then bodoh pay lurh . played flipper at first so scared i will vomit. cause morning went to ballet and felt giddy again >.<"while waiting for our turn . got one malay guy li siao us. keep reading our t-shirt , we sat on the thing that time. he also keep reading xDask us buy for him somemore .. LOLs.but after the ride. still feeling ok la. keep turning like hell . LOLs.then the guy still reading the t-shirt >.<went to pirate ship all that and haunted house somemore. i was the last person . with shi ying inside blur blur . we closed our ears and quickly walk pass ... the guys all walk infront. roar. we cant even see the way lurh .and only the 5 of us went in . lucky got 1 guy behind tell us to walk straight and dun scared ;DDgo out that time, the guys scare us .. so lame, went to rainbow. and skip skip skip . play very little things ba. at last go to flipper again . change malay guy le. that guy so cute .. hehe. and friendly and kind. wahaha . sat one round.. and then very little people queueing and then we ask that guy to let us sit one more round. and he said yes. he tell me and nu er to sing song inorder to play . then we say we want to sing bla bla black sheep . wahhaaa.. but we were just kidding LOLs. the ride finish and want to get down . we have to push the 'pole' or something oursleves to get out cause that malay guy dun wan help . roar. they say if we cant push that then wont let us get down . so bad. he turn us round and round somemore. LOLs. at last we got down .haha. he helped us. so many people waiting he still playing with us, LOls. and we went to west mall to watch KUNGFU panda ;DD so much like amanda lurh . stuff fishball in her mouth . also foc de .. wahaha. bodoh pay . somemore i earn 4 dollars >.<"haha. after movie . headed to arcade. they played the initial d 4 ? if not wrong. haha. bodoh used a 'lau yeh' car. whoever next time sit his car will be late. amanda must drive your own car next time uh . if not go where also will late. he drive so slow and kee banging. me and shi ying walked around while they played. after many rounds of initial d . they went to played something? that need co-operation de? LOLs .. bodoh is the guy . and ah pek is the girl . wow they got 74% of love sia ;DD haha. and took mrt to lot1 and took bus way home . hehegoing to play audi now. byes ;DD so many people playing the moving thing in my tag . wahaha once i know ... i will spam you all back .. wahahha ...
this few days keep going out ;DD wahaha . yesterday went to school at bout 9 . i was late ;x forgotten to bring my gu zheng finger nails. && shiying, mabel and kar kei lent me one eachreally really thanks alot. ;DD && after school, went home while the others go kelly house. went out with bodoh , and was so bored. 4plus wanted to go to plaza ;/ but saw so many people there. then dun wan go le. && went to kelly house downstairs and waited for them like ... so long. anyways nevermind ;D bout 7 plus. i was bout to go home and was so dark . plus got a stranger talk to us. LOLs so scarey . they all walk me to the bus stop . so far away lurh . (so touched)tell them not to go home alone later =X we all walk into the forest as not to let amanda mother see her....so dark somemore. slowly walk and then all started to run >.<" waahhaha going out later... buhbyes;DDreplies to tag :D... : just who are you ? hilda : hahha . i am not sad la. dun know why you all assume that i am sad always . haha. take cares ;DD
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANG YANG
Going out now..byebye
dun need say other people le. me, myself also cannot stand it le. just another flirt la hor... dun step like a v good guy like that la...acting imitate infront of people. please get off hor~ i wont want to go out with you all anymore.and you .. mai act as you very caring like that la. and stop showing attitude. your fucking attitude >.<" it is disgusting you know. now the tears that i cry are blood.
i dun know why everything would change like that .
she changed so much .. and she is like a flirt like that ,
what does she really wan? act chio somemore. always 'sa jiao' ... lan jiao better la.
disgusting disgusting disgusting ~~~~
and you ... thought you are always a ' chi qing xiao ben dan '
never to think that you are just another flirt ..
i broke your heart ? when did i la? me made you a changed person . PLEASE !! THATS ALL AN EXCUSES ~~~~ since you both look so ..... why not stead la. ?? wasting of time...!!
happy birthday amanda'boyfriend xDDjust come home from grandma house ;DD so tired. got back my piano results xD92over100 wahahah ;/anyway not really good la. gonna sleep le. good night ;DD
happy birthday joel ;DDwoke up at 9.15am today . YAWN*rushed to ballet and as usual, never eat breakfast :)reached ballet bout 9.45? and danced like hell :/till 12 pm lurh . danced till 11 am && felt uneasy >.<" thinking that lesson still got 1 hour more. felt like vomiting uh. was my group turn to dance and cause i felt like fainting ...they dance halfway, i sat on the floor and see them dance till lesson end.. woohoo. went home eat alot. then went out.. pj and amanda lied to me !! nevermind lurh . then pj and zq when home and amanda and i went to sy house. everyone was cooking lurh ~ accept me and amanda. especially that monkey >.<pai seh woh .food too oily and not feeling well, so never eat the food you all cook . haha , next time ba, i will eat what ever you all cook ok ? :)after their lunch, played sissors-paper-stone xDDlose one time drink 3cups.. mad uh ?? >.<" amanda drank the most . wahahha . me,karen and shi ying drink the same ba ? i think . after drinking so much .... i keep going toilet lurh . drink too much water. LOLs . played poker card. won $$ ;D amanda lost .wahahah . my nu er was doing her manicure >.<" LOLS&& amanda mother called alot of us and we keep saying amanda not with us. >.<very tired le. time to sleep . good night xDD
yesterday was suppose to go to school for p.o.a? but in the end. received msg saying no need le. teacher never go go . went to sy house .FEED RABBIT. lols. i dint know sy mother was at home && when i went into the house. i lock amanda outside. && her mother saw >.<i quickly open the door ...then went to plaza to eat , then back to school . then to ten mile.. while waiting for some idiots !!! waited for nothing . for dun know how long and dun know wait for what !! till 1 pm . WHAT THE HELL ! some bodohs ask me to wait ! somemore get scolded by people also . in ten mile, went to seng siong and walk walk . at frist smelling at perfume. then sprayed at amanda whole hand. WOOTS ~ we stink man . mine still ok . but amanda's hand perfume smell like !!! we learn a song 我不想看见你哭。and we keep repeating the part !! wahahah．mapling time .. buhbyes xD是他阻止了我去爱一个人，是他阻止了我去接受另一个人，是他不让我忘记他！全都是因为他！！你没有资格去恨我．只有我能去恨你！我不想看见你！
