NO!

 
i need someone to talk to so badly..
whom can i talk to ?
no one would understand..
i guess all of you wont believe..

you're the only one i can turn to .

"" was Posted On: Thursday, October 29, 2009 @12:28:00 PM | 0 lovely comments

 
i promise .. i would never make the same stupid mistakes in my life like today anymore.
i wont repeat it =(
i lost it !

hugged you and cried

"" was Posted On: Wednesday, October 28, 2009 @8:14:00 PM | 0 lovely comments

 
dint sleep really well ytd..
was tired but cant sleep ~
listened to this song recommended by amanda.. quite nice :D

come back to me- hikaru utada

the rain falls on my windows
and the coldness runs through my soul
and the rain falls, oh the rain falls
i dont want to be alone
i wish that i could photoshop
all the bad memories
cause the flashback, oh the flashbacks
wont leave me alone

if you come back to me
i'll be all that you need
baby come back to me
let me make up for what happened in the past

baby come back to me
i'll be everything you need
baby come back to me
i'll be everything you need
baby come back to me
you're one in a million (one in a million)

lower east side of mahattan
she goes shopping for her new clothes
and she buys this and she buys that
just leave her alone
i wish that he would listen to her side of the story
it isnt that bad, it isnt that bad
and she's wiser for it now

i admit i cheated
dont know why i did it
but i do regret it

nothing i can do or say can change the past

baby come back to me
i'll be everything you need
baby come back to me
boy you're one in a million
baby baby come back to me
i'll be everything you need
baby come back to me
you're one in a million(one in a million)

everything i ever did
heaven knows i'm sorry babe
i was too young to see
you were always there for me
and my curiosity got the better of me
baby take it easy on me

anything from A to Z
call me what you wanna babe
i open my heart to thee
you are my priority
cant you see you've punished me
more than enough already
baby take it easy on me

baby come back to me
i'll be everything you need
baby come back to me
boy you're one in a million
baby come back to me
i'll be everything you need
baby come back to me
you're one in a million(one in a million) x2

"" was Posted On: Tuesday, October 27, 2009 @12:25:00 PM | 0 lovely comments

 
went to malaysia with alvin and family...
all squeeze into his car.. haha ! 9people in total. .
went there for lunch and went out again ...
they were scared that i couldnt make it in time for the dinner at baby's house in the night.. oh well ~
went to baby's house at 6plus...
had late lunch and wasnt hungry at all ..
no choice.. got to eat !
was so touched =D
baby plucked the fish and chicken for me (: keke~ thanks alot..
anyway they continued playing mahjong and me using his lappy ~ lols ..
baby send me home round 10plus :D
quite a tiring day .. .

icannotstandthewayyoutreattheothers..
youlookeddownonthem...
andyourattitudesucksbigtime..
ireallydunwishtoseeyourfaceeveragain~

"" was Posted On: Monday, October 26, 2009 @12:59:00 PM | 0 lovely comments

 
haven been able to sleep well for the past few days.. i dun know why...
and when i sleep , i will have bad dreams ! omgosh !
i dun know whats happening to me...
have been listening to alot of songs last night..
figuring out what the lyrics is trying to imply ..
is it for people in love? or people who are heart break ? ....
msged baby and he is so sound asleep ... till he dint hear the phone ring..
haha ! (: is alright..
piano later on .. gt to do the work !
cyas ~

"" was Posted On: Friday, October 23, 2009 @12:07:00 PM | 0 lovely comments

 
quite a long time since i post a real long ones?
cause i am too lazy to ..
oh well .. starting from last friday !

16/10/09
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIN KAR KEI ! (:
went to bangkit to see amanda wear the contact lens...
she's a fast learner !
but still took an hour to learn ...
feel so bad to make everyone wait so long at mabel's house cause got piano >.<
after that bused to harbourfront.
i left house so dam early ... and then reach so much later than them !
188 is really a long long ride !
went sentosa :D
though some unhappiness ... but it was soon oooover !
played luge and skyride for 3times !
haha! amanda dint know how to play at first ! damn funny.
after everything went to vivo for dinner.
play arcade, walk around and catch the last bus home :D
actually not really... father still came and fetch me(:

17/10/09
dint went to help baby with those things :/
and we went escape to celebrate shi ying birthday ..
haha ! is so fun la !
i cannot forget the pirate ship !
cannot sit with baby ....
he doesnt scream and what he does is only laugh at people scream...
cannot stand him ..
kar kei keep covering her face lo ! haha !!
the wet and wild is also fun !!! wait for a long time before our turn ...
cause its 2 at a time.
well ! i sat infront and i was dam scared ! hahaaa !! baby was behind.. so relaxing ! haha...
in the night went to pastamania for dinner and back to escape till it close ..
then to e hub for arcade ! (:
daytona was fun .. 8 people versus together !!! (:
played till night... and bused to interchange and took bus 12 to bugis and 960 to RTC and 190 back home..
long bus ride (:
reach home at 12 plus..
so fun and tiring..
though feel bad dint go to cousin's party >.<

18/10/09
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDNA (:
after church was discussing when to go overseas !
cant wait..
went to 163 for lunch with jie jie jacelyn and family..
went home and to changi for picnic ! was dam fun ..

ps: so lazy to continue alr...

19/10/09
HAPPY 7TH MONTHS WITH BABY <3

"" was Posted On: Tuesday, October 20, 2009 @12:16:00 PM | 0 lovely comments

 
i dun wanna worry bout anything anymore..
i will just let everything flow through by itself.

"" was Posted On: Thursday, October 15, 2009 @11:02:00 AM | 0 lovely comments

 
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN SHI YING (:

N level is finally over..
studied the whole year for just this 7papers..
hope i do well..
went to causeway to wait for baby to finish school..
ahh ! and i hurt my toe :(
its so pain .... thanks to baby's HARD SHOE !
haha..i dint know it was bleeding till baby tell me..
then i went toilet to wash and he went to buy plaster.. thank you :D
i am walking like a lame person now.. haha !
cant wait for tomorrow...
gonna watch "the ugly truth"
heard from manda its a nice show !
i wanna watch watch watch !

i had lots of bad dream these few days...
its really really bad !
can sweet dreams come and visit me?
i cried in my dreams....
it was so real till when i wake up .. i still continue crying..
i know that i cant afford to lose anyone...
i dun wanna lose my families, boyfriend, relatives and my lovely friends..
it will take me a very long time to forget one person ..
so sorry to baby if i have been asking you not to do this and that...
cause i dun wanna lose anyone :(
i am scared !
i cannot afford it !

"" was Posted On: Tuesday, October 13, 2009 @10:25:00 PM | 0 lovely comments

 
somethings are meant to be changed !

"" was Posted On: Monday, October 12, 2009 @2:37:00 PM | 0 lovely comments

 
ONE MORE PAPER (: WEEE !

"" was Posted On: Friday, October 9, 2009 @12:43:00 PM | 0 lovely comments

 

so far so good..
haven quarrelled for quite some time (:
heh heh..its getting deeper and deeper each day...
been 6th months together.
i am suffering from depression !!
haven been thinking alot...
so so so scared to lose you ...(:

ps: i update le.. so you must update too :D

"" was Posted On: Tuesday, October 6, 2009 @7:40:00 PM | 0 lovely comments

 
my beloved boyfriend(:
cute hor? hahah

"" was Posted On: Friday, October 2, 2009 @10:07:00 AM | 0 lovely comments