Anw, happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to sylvester,
happy birthday to you ..
May all your wishes come true and god bless you always !
I LOVE YOU !
PS: happy birthday to lester and jeremy too ! (:
(i dun know why but i just went back looking at all your past post... starting from feb 23... before we were together, you were so different.. but now, you've changed... you used to blog a lot... spent more times on somethings which you dun now... maybe your spending more time with your tv?? i dun know.. i only know that.. the person i once loved deeply... is not the one i really loved now.... i wonder, why the change?? you used to love tresuring every moment we spent.. but now... hmmm .. people always say ... starting cfm very sweet de.. but then .... aft long le.. things will be different... at first, i thought you were such a sweet guy .. fetching me from sch all the time and whatever... well for now, i realised your not sweet enough ... keep thinking and recall... since the 1st month tgt... or to be exact, during the first month , you dint give me any gifts of whatever.... is that i am the one who is buying for you and so on ... unlike some other guys ... bought some 3D rose puzzle for my cousin ... if not,, cannot open a safe box with another present in it... which is a sookee necklace.. it wowed me ! well, i start to find this r/s boring...)
❤ "" was Posted On: Sunday, May 30, 2010 @3:57:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
had so much fun time there and the best part is the chilling out..
I miss all my friends !!
and now, im back ..
i miss my brother !
one week w/o him .. sadded !
hope he have fun at australia...
bought some gifts for everyone.. hahah ..
and what i have learnt from this trip is that ,
i can see the difference between 3rd month and 14th month ..
i can see the diff between a couple which is 3 months only.. and 14 months.. !
well, its so true.. about what people say ..
eg, the last time... when i went genting.. oh well .. i shouldnt say ! (:
i have a higher expectation now i guess..
we should not look at the past ... no matter how long tgt...
and live in it... but rather the future...
(:
i know i shouldn't be like this..
we have love one another even though ___________
and go thru thicks and thins...
well ...
i dun know...
dun know why , but i like to compare ..
and i have thought so much thru this trip ..
i guess... you never learnt from your mistakes and keep on breaking your promise..
now, i must know my future...
it will never happen again ...
and i'll make sure.. it WILL NEVER NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN ..
i think i prefer someone who has a career mindset..
who thinks bout the future...
who cherish me a lot..
who treats me better..
someone who can give me a good and happy life..
and last of all, doesnt make me worry bout so many things and break the promises..
sorry if this hurts, but i cant help .. but to say ...
-im hungry,
❤ "" was Posted On: Saturday, May 29, 2010 @10:51:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
preparing to go to genting !! cant wait...
what a day today ...
went to sch with pe attire ..
and mr soh sabo to siva...
then ... have to stand up ... where the whole sch can see ..
idiot lo !
another stupid thing..
during mt intensive...
i dun know why .. but suddenly my music was turned on .. hahah... and the funny part is that i dun even know its my phone.. hahah... anyway , gtg prepare soon .. cyas..
-you broke your promise..
❤ "" was Posted On: Wednesday, May 26, 2010 @5:54:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
说的未来到底多久才来
总是要来不及才知道我可爱
我想依赖而你却都不在
应该开心的地带 你给的全是空白
一个人假日发呆 找不到人陪我看海
我在幸福的门外
却一直都进不来
你累积给的伤害
我是真的很难释怀
终於看开爱回不来
而你总是太晚明白
最后才把话说开 哭著求我留下来
终於看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开 宁愿没出息求我别离开
你总是要我乖慢慢计划将来
我的眼泪却一直掉下来
过去怎麽交代你该给的信赖
被你亲手缓缓推入悬崖
从我脸上的苍白 看到记忆慢下来
过去甜蜜在倒带 只是感觉已经不在
而我对你的期待
被你一次次摔坏
已经碎成太多块
要怎麽拼凑跟重来
终於看开爱回不来 而你总是太晚明白
最后才把话说开 哭著求我留下来
终於看开爱回不来 我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开 宁愿没出息求我别离开
❤ "" was Posted On: Tuesday, May 25, 2010 @3:04:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
for being there for me last night..
listening to me... telling her my probs.
& cheering me up...
thanks for the letter you gave me this morning..
i felt so much better..
though i hate you for not reminding me to bring your choco.. for so many days...
well, baby is sick...
and im all here... waiting for him to get well.. !
get well soon !!!
i'll be going genting tml ...
and i actually count down on the no. of days we can talk in the night..
but... it was lesser than i thought..
hmmm .. no choice.. i cant be selfish >.<
ever since i knew you are going with us..
i did not wish tml will come...
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sometimes i wonder, am i your gf??
-i know who is good to me.. and who's the evil one.
❤ "" was Posted On: Monday, May 24, 2010 @4:45:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
but, i'll just post bout today...
went to sch as per normal...
there's some stupid video taking in sch during assembly for some show? 10th anni or whatever !
mt intensive was alright today ..
quite fun ..
and this was the first time ... i wrote 4 pages of compo..... and 2 pages for letter writting...
wow ! hahaha... dint have breakfast... and we can only eat after we are release..
but mr ivan alr say .. theres a fire drill practice around 11.40 ... and we cant go home !
idiot.. waste time only.. =.=
then went to plaza for lunch with manda, shi ying and amber..
after lunch... was going down the escalator then heard someone shouting and scolding people..
ended up is a lady talking to herself =.-
glad that there is no piano for the next two weeks !
and whats best !! i cant wait for genting !! woohoo !
anyway, my tea break time... cheese sausage ^^
❤ "" was Posted On: Friday, May 21, 2010 @6:39:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
stuffed mushroom.
seared bass with asparagus puree.. Ps: changed to salmon caused there was no sea bass!
German pancake with strawberries
chicken pillard
i simply enjoyed myself during mabel bday , 15 May 2010 !
i felt being loved!
❤ "" was Posted On: Monday, May 17, 2010 @8:44:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
❤ "" was Posted On: Saturday, May 15, 2010 @9:35:00 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿
i love everyone here (:
❤ "" was Posted On: Thursday, May 13, 2010 @8:49:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
what a day at sch ..
quite nice... not as i expected as i dun like the lessons today..
phy was alright.... for the first period..
then to the maths... nth special today .. then recess..
then free period.. did phy paper...
haha.. i deproved by 1 mark ..
aft that went up to 6th floor for mt lesson ..
but when we reached class.
we got to go down to 1st storey again ...
irritating and tired... !!
but not too bad.. air con today .. 2 period..
but cher was doing his things for 1 period.. and so we left with 1 period..
so many funny things happen in class..
grass or leaves?? flying around...
hahaha...
we wanted to prank cher.. but then failed.. too bad..
cher gave each of us a letter... telling us how he felt bout us?
im so touch .. (: i guess...
then last period .. eng..
had to do argumentative essay..
but i have no interest in it at all ..
so manda and i started talking...
she asked me one qn: " if you could go back to sec 1 .. till now. , what would you have changed? "
well ... its a qn that makes me think deeply...
aft school .... went to senja grand for lunch as sch has no more food..
by the time we finish .. it was raining..
we had no choice but to run back to sch ..
attended mr tan remedial ... hahaha !
he's a very funny teacher..
first time being taught by him ..
everyone should have a chance...
and i have given you a chance, but, am i doing the right thing?
i know that ... things will not be the same anymore as before..
ever since i told you everything that day , i have no more wish of getting tgt anymore.
looking at the news now adays.. so many guys beating girls.. just thinking.. how lucky am i.
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❤ "" was Posted On: Wednesday, May 12, 2010 @10:12:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
nose was dam pain with the air con on the whole night..
went to sch being so tired and throat was dam pain ..
something big happened after assembly..
royce brought a bouquet of roses and gave it to mabel .. its so cool !
and he's so brave.. haha.. and its to sch .. omgosh !
such a romantic guy .. but also an irritating one..
first lesson was phy... kinda fast lesson ..
then free period..
went to library... mr marcus thought us maths...
recess...
then two period eng..
went to study room to watch a video ..
if im not wrong.. is .. the life with a pig in our sch ..
very nice though ...
i was too tired and the air con was directing me..
and i fell asleep .. hahaha!
maths lesson was funny ...
cher came in and was like.. cecilia : " remind me not to nag again .. "
amanda : " if nurman talk or make noise.. ask him to go out "
seraphina : " if zhen yang talk or make noise... ask him to go out "
dam funny..
only go thru 2 qn and lesson was over..
last period .. poa..
still as boring as ever...
the end (:
❤ "" was Posted On: Tuesday, May 11, 2010 @7:33:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
❤ "" was Posted On: Monday, May 10, 2010 @9:39:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
irritating...
hmm .. went to church early in the morning...
and my throat is very pain .. i cant sing. :/
guess its all the screaming ytd.
mr peter and mr ken are kinda cute.. to think bout it... haha :/
i'll miss them though ,
uncle imbert has went to china this morning.. pray for his safety ..
had choir practise today .. and went for lunch with eunice and family... jacelyn and family... and uncle simon and his gf.. wakakka.
then went to jp .. walked around.. bought my school shoes.. which mean .. new one !! (:
then got a lappy too for 699 only ... acer aspire... i can bring it to genting ^^
suppose to go over to jacelyn house for dinner.. but berlyn was sent to hospital .. everything was cancelled..
and went over to kk hospital and see her.. bought a lil toy for her too ..
jayden went too .. soo happy.. i got to carry him and play .. wahahhaa! sound like a sicko ..
went till 8 plus and came home...
i'll pray for berlyn .
just put my mother's mother day present on her bed.. hope she sees it before 12 am ... hahah!
you can just simply explain what love is to you ... in two sentences.. while.. love to me... means a lot of things...
yours is only bout care and concern ...
and being with each other when possible...
thats what your love is about..
my love is that...
when there is a happy or sad thing.. i would want to share it with my partner..
love is not bout lust or jealousy ..
love is never to be taken for granted..
love is not making use of one another..
love is bout spending time together..
love is bout giving the best to the partner..
love is not to hurt people..
and many many more..
i have realised.. in this r/s...
i have give more than i have receive..
and those that i received is just being hurt by you ..
i have enough ..
like what they said..
love now .. is not true love.....
i have realise.. from this past few days...
you still could get along well ..
go out with your friends..
go lan shop and play...
go pool and play .. or whatever..
shows that its better than im not with you ...
❤ "" was Posted On: Sunday, May 9, 2010 @10:07:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
i want to sort my feelings out...
maybe .. i'll make it a silent one.
❤ "" was Posted On: Saturday, May 8, 2010 @10:47:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
but. something different today is that... the speech was started by mr peter..
while ytd is mr ken ..
it was kinda fun today ..
but many people dint come.
it wasnt as boring as ytd..
mr peter will keep saying...
"hi.. im peter.. and you cant see me.. "
hahah! dam funny..
he's only 25 this year.. and he is a successful man ..
ok ..
we played a lot of games today. something to do with speed.
then we had only 1 and a half min to do finish ..
and after every rounds.. if people cannot do finish .. then the guys would have to do 5push up and girls will have to do 5 down and up..
after every rounds... it gets more and more diff... and the punishment gets worser and worser.
add 5 push up and up and down after each round..
starting only got a few.. then the last few rounds is like almost everyone..
but we dint do it..
well .. we had breakfast at 10 .. but then we had lunch at 1pm . sneak out of the sch to senja grand .. and all i did there was to see amanda and shi ying eat. (:
rush back to school . and it was mr ernest wong to speak.. i can say .. i dun like him ..
he seems to be very arrogant..
and well .. he keep scolding us...
he even through the glass cup on the floor.. and he seems to be like a sicko .. touching amanda's hand and fh's face.. disgusting :/
well .. there's this part which is so much like confi camp ..
they off the light and he told us many things..
and people started to cry ..
i alr knew that this was gonna happen .. as cecilia told me before..
wa.. imagine crying for almost an hour .. and i am so tired now..
but the best part is.. everyone hugged each other after we cried...
its so ... heart warming...
and now my eyes is like.. goldfish :/ im sure everyone's eyes is also too ... skip skip skip ...
had dinner at 7 plus.. and our stomach was sooo hungry .. plus i skipped lunch .. T.T
chiong for dinner.
then after dinner, mr ken took over..
he was the best person who always make ppl laugh till stomach pain (:
the best is mr ken .. then mr peter.. last of all =.= mr ernest...
he seems to be a guy who understand women ..
he told us how he felt when the wife gave birth..
he understands how painful she was in. so nice (:
and he said something which makes me rmb..
when you love someone.. for guy .. must work hard and earn money .. and if you wan a gf.. you must have the ability and you can afford it...
for girls.. study hard... if you are unlucky.. you are at least able to be dependent on yourself.
anyway , not gonna do the work alr.. tired:/
and the complete of the last blog...which i forget ytd. 7) situation .. haha ^^
end of update...
(:
❤ "" was Posted On: Friday, May 7, 2010 @10:08:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
it has been such a long day... i can say...
its kinda funny....
laugh till jaw pain..had some games too ..
was to find a different partner of diff sex... and sit tgt with the knees touching..
and the first person is jason sin .
the question was...
TELL YOUR PARTNER ABOUT YOURSELF?
jason : " i am tall , i love blah blah blah... "
i say: " although i am shorter than you ... but i will be taller than you the next time !! wahahha.. " though i know that it will never happen .. he is dam tall ..
next was hanafi ..
last was peng jie.. haha..
its so dam funny..
then its so freaking cold as we're sitting under the air con .. for so many hours...
but thanks to paul ..
he managed to change sit with me for some time.. thanks ^^
anyway , i still got 2 more days to go ...
uh ! bear with it !
and some idiot sitting behind keep playing with my hair!!
and i turn behind... the person act innocent..
the part that makes me think much is what mr ken says..
if you really love the person ..
you must accept the person by
1) their thoughts.
2) their imagination
3) their feelings
4) their heritage
5) their six sense
6) their body
and shucks.. i forgot the last one :/
anyway , got to rush group work .. sayonara (:
❤ "" was Posted On: Thursday, May 6, 2010 @10:05:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
ok .. since shi ying and kelly says they are sad..
haha.. so here it is.. cheer up ok ?!
amanda.. dun bully shi ying le !
SEE THIS ?!! hahhaha.
anyway, horror starts tomorrow. :/
8am to 8 pm daily...
i dun wanna go !!
sigh , i feel so tired. .. i dun know why.
maybe its just that i haven been sleeping enough ...
i dun know why...
hais, i think i have to think carefully ...
❤ "" was Posted On: Wednesday, May 5, 2010 @7:39:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
this is specially for mabel ,
cheer up k ? dun be upset anymore.
you still have the 6 of us.
why ?? because of him ... and become so sad.
is not worthy at all .
you have to live happily..
its your O's this year..
dun waste time on him alr.
like i told you ... a min being sad.. is a min lost of your happiness that you may never get it back ..
just live life happily..
make him regret..
im sure.. you can find a better one..
just cheer up (:
❤ "" was Posted On: Tuesday, May 4, 2010 @9:02:00 PM | 0 lovely comments ✿
quite fun (:
had 2 period of fnn ..
did nothing but play on msn ..
hahah!
next recess.
5A speech today .
dam nice.. for the first time i listened..
the most funny part is jem and th . hahahaa!
after that ... maths.. still as funny as ever ..
then 2 period of mt..
also did nothing..
then last is cd period..
sex talk .. -,-
but principal came in ..
dramas after school..
haha.. walk to plaza and homed..
and now. someone is being lame and keep spamming silly face ! roar !
anw , dinner time (:
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suppose to reach church by 8 .. cause someone says he wanna go at 8..
in the end.. i went at 9 and he overslept . WTF?!
anyways, was so tiring.. bringing brandon and berlyn around to play games under the sun ..
and soon friends came..
went to accompany them and dint have much time for baby ,
i'm so sorry .
only after awhile that i had the time, baby had to go for mass ..
then thats the end of seeing him .
twice a week ? :'(
after church .. went home for a lil rest and cousin came along to support daddy to the eating competition ..
it was dam thrilling. haha... also quite scary with people forcing the shrimp wanton into their throat.
though he dint get into the finale.. but i think he's the best (:
after that went home till 8 and went farmart for dinner...
after dinner..
alvin came and fetch parents and i to jb..
manage to see jayden awhile..
he's so cute.. but he's sleeping :(
is ok ... next time...
went to jb for massage..
dam pain .. haha...
but quite fun ... after massage went supper..
and came back home .. here posting..
pictures of the eating competition will be up soon (:
i'm going bed alr..
nighty nights (:
❤ "" was Posted On: Monday, May 3, 2010 @1:31:00 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿
woke up at 8 and i was thinking of going back to sleep ..
but then i would rather something more impt..
wrote a letter and went downstairs to buy muffins, bread and orange juice for baby for his breakfast..
lucky i manage to contact him before he left home..
met him and passed him his things.
got change and prepare myself to meet friends at plaza for breakfast.
had breakfast at mac and walked around before walking to school.
the weather was freaking hot ytd...
went to lab and collect ingredients.
it was such a mess... and i cant find so many things.
then had to replace so many things.
well .. i dint practise at home before..
so ... i guess. i wont do really well also ..
my pancake seems to be like steam egg...
hahaha!
because of the stupid potato peeler...
quarter of my nails of my index finger is gone.. haha..
leaved school around 4 plus..
bused to plaza and i wanted to meet baby ..
but then .. he was very slow..
the things i carried was so freaking heavy..
so ... i just went home first.
i was just too tired to have lunch and nap ..
i dint know what to do and i just felt like going out for a walk .
but there was no place to go also .
though i was tired in the night..
i still do some revision till 11 plus ..
before being chase to bed by someone...
anyway , its feast day in church tomorrow !! (:
who ever is going ... buy tickets from me ^^
❤ "" was Posted On: Saturday, May 1, 2010 @11:03:00 AM | 0 lovely comments ✿
