TGIF! Another 1 hour and I'll be awake for 24 hours ! Hahaha! Ok, shall stop using phone and time to sleep ;)

Sometimes , somethings just doesn't turn the way we want it to be .. And end up being disappointed ... Therefore, I'm Gna sleep and don't think bout anything !
First day of sch ;).. Great start cause it's only 2 hour lesson .! Haha!! Set up my tumblr acc.. Check it out if you wan .. Seraphinatyj.tumblr.com
Oh my !! Brownies having her menses :( goodness !!!
Miscommunication .. Gosh ;( hate it !
Full of funs and joys around this few days ... See how happy the dogs are . And having so much fun .. Gang up disturbing daddy ! Haha!! And first outing tgt ;) cute siblings ;)
New member in the house ;) brownie !! Gna try to fatten her up but not too fat like cookie ... Haha! Hope she will be happy here :) so far so good! Getting on together well ;) and seems like brownie loves daddy! Haha






Just when I slept not more than 10mins ... Phone kept ringing .. Din sleep a wink last night ... And now , couldnt get to sleep again.. Gosh ! I'm Gna be a panda soon !
Homemade Choco fondue !! And apparently , don't think I'm Gna sleep tonight !
Happy father's day to daddy !
Awesome dad that always makes the house livelier with full of jokes ! Love him !..
Sometimes you just turn speechless cause you're used to it .. And there's no point saying anything .. Cause it doesn't solve anything .. It'll happen again..
Awesome days :) a pic of my fat boy ..
A great getaway today ... Went to jb and had my craving satisfied ... Went for bak kut Teh 👍 went KSL to shop since we've never been there ... Quite empty .. More of walking at tesco .. Had KFC for dinner with family .. Awesome !!! Guess its a good way for Mum to cheer up. Tho deep inside her , she's still upset .. But at least she smiled today from time to time :) going to the beach Tmr ;) yay !

i want this bag !

 


Yummy wings .. Feel like Eatin it again. Hehe:) lack of sleep for the whole week cause of the tonnings .. However , was still able to meet up for dinner at pizza hut .. Haha!! think I've ate too much past few days !! Went to pick Godma bone today ... Sending her to a good home at the temple ... Somehow , I'm so scared of nights .. And I rather sleep in the afternoon. Perhaps my bio clock is wrong again .. Made c stop his game and chat with me till I sleep.. An even say bedtime story and it's "rapunzel " haha!! Or how do I spell it.. Whatever .. K tried to hypnotise me to bed .. But epic fail.. Cause was playing games . Haha! Thanks all 😁

On the way to the crematorium .. I'm sure she'll be happy that Andys friends took turns to carry the coffin .. And walk all the way till the reaching expressway ... She's like a great mother to all.. Proud to have her as my Godma :)
Last night alr .. Staying over to accompany aunt for the last night ..;)
Sitting here at the wake .. Third night alr .. And i don't have the courage to see her Lying in there ... I don't have the guts to see her ... And yet , Im sure I'll regret if I don't see her cause she will be gone soon ... Hope I'll have the courage to see her soon !

We shouldnt change to be up to someone's expectation..
Dad and mum is still at the wake .. Feeling so empty .. Like a piece of me is gone .. Still remembering .. At grandpa funeral... During dinner time , I was sitting with 5th aunt and family which was very awkward cause we don't really talk.. 3rd aunt came and sit beside me to talk to me .. I scooped a bowl of soup for her ... She was so touched cause no one has done that to her ..My deepest memories ... Guess this is life ... We all have to learn to let go sometimes .. Cause holding on hurts ... One after another .. Going somewhere far away... That's why I cherish everyone around me .. Cause I don't wanna end up regretting for life ...
Waking up with a bad news on my first day of test ... My 3rd aunt, also my Godma, passed away in the middle of the night . No wonder I couldn't sleep last night .. Was feeling uneasy... no pictures of her.. Cause she rarely take pictures .. Hmm... A great person.. Who dotes on us like her real children ..cooks delicious food. However, her fate isn't good .. Suffered depression for many years .. And diagnosed with two cancers few months before .. She still had chance to live ... But depression again strikes her badly this time round . Sleepless nights for a month ...feeling so uncomfortable .. Visited her two Sundays ago.. She was feeling so down that she kept crying for days non stop... Took so many medications .. . Cause she wants to have a daughter, therefore mum told her to stay strong and must see till I get married ... Before leaving her place that day, mum still ask me to hug her ... I din .cause I thought I'll still see her next time I go. My biggest regret i guess..Something bad about me.. i keep everything all to myself and the person dont even know how much i love them..ive never called her godma cause i was shy.. but in me, i wanna call her badly.. and when she was diagnosed with cancers, i made her a glass bottle filled with hearts and stars and a note in it.. wanting to pass to her to tell her to stay strong.. but in the end,i dint.. and on mothers day, i bought flowers for her, i dint dare to pass to her and asked mum to pass to her.. RIP Godma! I love you ..
Call someone you love today , it can just make their day :)
Awesome day;)
Singing with my girlfriends in the morning to celebrate Amanda bday.. And left awhile later and met c at ps.. Bought mum a bag.. Hope she likes it ... ;) c bought mum tiramisu cake cause mum likes it .. And cab home ... Went to Sakura for buffet dinner :) awesome time spend with my love ones .. And surprised mum with the little cake .. Hehe!
Mummy's birthday ;)
Happy birthday mum.. Love you always tho I don't Say it ..

Mummy's love for their child are unconditional .. Just when I was sick 2 weeks ago.. From Thursday to tue .. Mummy was the one taking care of me .. Infact the family .. Cause dad an d bro wasn't feeling quite good too.. Had fever of 38.6 on Thursday, sat and Monday. It was an on and off fever .. And I kept coughin till the AM every night ..even 3am.. Mum would stay awake just for me .. And when she hear me cough , she'll to pour a cup of water with medicine and even rub my back with medical oil even when she's tired .. She won't complain .. Thank GOD for such a wonderful woman to be my mum ☺
Dinner At pastamania :) and long walk home . Had fun today :) Long day at sch . Somehow , manage to go for the 8am lesson .. Last day of sch .. Yay!! And test next week . And it will be time to party ! Haha!!
Hey June , please be good to me ;) tho the last part of may was also beautiful to me ;).. Except for the sleepless nights these few days .. Half of the year is gone alr .. Time really past fast .. Cherish the one you love .. Cause Before you know it, you'll lose that someone ... Cause life's short ! Dinner date Tmr .. I can't wait 😘