NO!

 


rough night i have.
feeling so moodless. 
super thankful for those around. 
calling and skyping me straight when i said im emotional. 
asking to meet me even tho they stay so far and are outside. 
wanna bring me to out for a breather. 
yes, i stayed home the whole day. 
i could have made other choices. 
but all i need was to get out of the house.. and just smell the air outside. 
so i did. 
felt so much better and home for some intense dota match . 
people trying to cheer me up and laugh . 
yes they did succeed. 
and im super thankful for you people around :) 
i dont need people who dont care about my feelings. 
thats why, in the first place.. i said 
Relationship was a burden . 
and the burden was smth like today . 
well done. 
carry on. 

relationship burdens : 
- being stopped into doing what I wanna do (like work, etc) 
- dating seems better because everyone treats you like a princess and they will always think that you're someone they yearn for
- to spend money on the partner 
- worry about him being unfaithful 
- full of insecurities
- stop you from going further
- overseas phobia 
- online phobia 
- trust issues
- quarrels 
- fights 
- break ups 
And many fucking more! 
Don't wanna elaborate further -,- 
Ps: I don't even think I should be in one 





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