rough night i have.
feeling so moodless.
super thankful for those around.
calling and skyping me straight when i said im emotional.
asking to meet me even tho they stay so far and are outside.
wanna bring me to out for a breather.
yes, i stayed home the whole day.
i could have made other choices.
but all i need was to get out of the house.. and just smell the air outside.
so i did.
felt so much better and home for some intense dota match .
people trying to cheer me up and laugh .
yes they did succeed.
and im super thankful for you people around :)
i dont need people who dont care about my feelings.
thats why, in the first place.. i said
Relationship was a burden .
and the burden was smth like today .
well done.
carry on.
relationship burdens :
- being stopped into doing what I wanna do (like work, etc)
- dating seems better because everyone treats you like a princess and they will always think that you're someone they yearn for
- to spend money on the partner
- worry about him being unfaithful
- full of insecurities
- stop you from going further
- overseas phobia
- online phobia
- trust issues
- quarrels
- fights
- break ups
And many fucking more!
Don't wanna elaborate further -,-
Ps: I don't even think I should be in one