Waking up with a bad news on my first day of test ... My 3rd aunt, also my Godma, passed away in the middle of the night . No wonder I couldn't sleep last night .. Was feeling uneasy... no pictures of her.. Cause she rarely take pictures .. Hmm... A great person.. Who dotes on us like her real children ..cooks delicious food. However, her fate isn't good .. Suffered depression for many years .. And diagnosed with two cancers few months before .. She still had chance to live ... But depression again strikes her badly this time round . Sleepless nights for a month ...feeling so uncomfortable .. Visited her two Sundays ago.. She was feeling so down that she kept crying for days non stop... Took so many medications .. . Cause she wants to have a daughter, therefore mum told her to stay strong and must see till I get married ... Before leaving her place that day, mum still ask me to hug her ... I din .cause I thought I'll still see her next time I go. My biggest regret i guess..Something bad about me.. i keep everything all to myself and the person dont even know how much i love them..ive never called her godma cause i was shy.. but in me, i wanna call her badly.. and when she was diagnosed with cancers, i made her a glass bottle filled with hearts and stars and a note in it.. wanting to pass to her to tell her to stay strong.. but in the end,i dint.. and on mothers day, i bought flowers for her, i dint dare to pass to her and asked mum to pass to her.. RIP Godma! I love you ..

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