Congrats to my beloved cousin , Renee on her confirmation.
When i went to OLPS to celebrate with her, I felt like tearing..
I dun know if it is a feeling of happy or sad. .
I remember, during my confirmation, not people attend..
Like, renee's family dint attend, some people have to go choir practise..
And until now, i still remember that jie jie jacelyn once asked me when we went out to marina that time..
What did grandma gave me for confirmation ..
And i told her i dun know and forget.. i remember who gave me what..
I just couldnt recall .. Until last year, eunice's confirmation .. Grandma pass me a pendant..
And say, it was for my confirmation ..
Sometimes i wonder , why am i not being loved as much as others?
Why cant i receive the same treatment as others?
Some people can get all the attention and yet, im left out.
Probably this is life?
However, God has his plans for me i guess?
He gave me such wonderful parents,brother, boyfriend and friends.
I am those person who will bear grudges..
Thinking.. this person dint even give me present for this and that, why should i give..
My wonderful mum will be like.. is ok .. just give.. its not bout receiving .. its about giving..
my brother is always there to talk to me in the night before i go to bed..
my boyfriend.. Is like being influenced by me..
Whomever i hate, he will hate too .. haha.. oh my..
Many things that i remember clearly..
Remebering how cousin was showing off her N level results that made me study so hard to win her for o level ..
Remembering how brandon bite me at Granny place during new year..
Remembering how amanda went all the way down 6storey in sch last time just to get me my phone pouch (:
Remembering how Jie Jie jacelyn gave me a surprise for my bday last year.
Remembering how i celebrated my most memorable birthday with surprise at grandpa's wake and which is the last one he can celebrate with me.
Remembering how Godpa hug everyone except me..
Remembering how i got scolded for my friends wanting to get a fight in pri6 for a maple game.
Remembering how i first met colin
Remembering how i first made friends in sec sch.
Remembering how Colin and 1st quarrelled and resolved.

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