my tears just cant stop dropping even before i see you .
whatsmore when i enter the A&E room?
i have nth to say when i see you but keep crying...
i have never agreed to let you go to jb's home..
cause i scared that i may not be able to see you agn and tc of you like how i used to.
can money be compared with lives?
just spend lil more money and dun need to go thru all these...
what can we expect from jb hospital ..
stay for 3 days for RM39??
put him on the bed w/o clothes and tie him up ..
never feed him at all and now he is dehydrating...
maybe got water? 1 pack for 3 to 4 days?
now he is having fever and lung infection and leg swollen when he was alright before going jb's home...
he cant really talk now and no longer have the energy to move his hand...
he also has bruises on his forehead and face...
i remembered how annoying you may be for quarreling with mum.
now, i just hope you can do the same again . . .
i remember that when i did not rmb to bring keys home...
i can always find you for the keys...
i remember those days that you eat tgt with us as a family..
watch tv with us..
go outing with us..
celebrate new year with us..
i remember those days when we were still young..
mum would always hit us with the cane and you would protect us and ask her to stop...
i remember you eating supper every night..
i remember you asking us to eat...
i remember you buying food back for us to eat..
i remember how much you love us but you dint know how to express it...
can things turn back to like before?
seeing you how weak now is really terrible...
why is there such word as regret?
i dread people leaving me..
the thoughts of i cant see them anymore just makes me break out..
after 1 has left like 3 to 4 years ago..
i really hate the feeling..
Do we have a choice??
everyone has to leave... someday and somehow...
but you musnt go that soon ...
mum said.. she will bring you home and tc if you get well no matter what...
all we want is you .. getting well and coming back home...
AND I AM SURE YOU WILL COME HOME..
god, please...
save my grandpa ...
i want to see him healthy again and see him eating with us agn and not using the pipe thru your nose and drinking milk . . i really dun wan that...
GRANDPA, GET WELL SOON AND I LOVE YOU.

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