wanted to wake up at 11 plus cause amanda say maybe we will go to bugis at bout 1 plus.
but i woke up at 8 plus. force myself to sleep again .
but ii was half asleep and half awake from 8 plus to 9 plus.
10 plus fully wake up.. really cannot sleep anymore.. if not will get headache.
took lrt from keat hong.
walking to keat hong lrt that time got 2 police stnading there.
so scary .. was thinking to run away or walk towards...
if i run .. then maybe they think ii did something wrong. so ii walked forward..
but heng nothing happen ;D
walk into the lift, then ii was the last and the one pressing the lift.
then got one small little girl with mother and aunt from japan or korea i think ;D
they got out the lift first ... the mother and aunt say thank you . then the small little girl say thank you to me too ;D so happy.
reached lot 1 and as usual ii was late(late queen) ;D
wanted to pierce ear at yellow.
but closed .. only left blue at that level .
bo bian went to pierce. so pain lurh ~
but .. not quite lurh . haha.
change the stopper from metal to rubber. if not vv diff to take out..
ii was shivering and that guy working in the blue shop purposely want to stress me && keep looking at me pierce. haha.
whatever ~
then after pierceing . took mrt to bugis.. a long long ride.
during the train ride got once, the mrt not very stable.
then got one guy bang into me.
then i bang into shi ying.
ii change and stand another place.
amanda went to stand there and that guy keep leaning on amanda (back to back)
wahahaa. ~
reached bugis.
shi ying told me my ear bleeding ~ LOLs.
then skip skip skip..
only bought 2 shirt ..
and skkip skip skip ...
took bus home to plaza
on the bus wanted to sit at last row.
but no more space ;D
so we seat seperately. we were stoning off man .
sleeping in the bus ;D haha. vv tired ...
go plaza bought comb and earings ~
skip skip skip
then go home ;D
woots~ so tired && ii am looking forward to going oversea camp ;D

sometimes i do feel terrible at night .
cannot help but letting out cries.
ii dun wish to remember this king of miseries .
ii have kept it in my heart for a long time. && ii dun know who to tell .
the feeling is so terrible.. ii dun wan anyone to show concern to me.
&& thats why ii always do feel sad && lonely and acting happy .........
ii just wan to be alone && thats why i did not wan to tell .
the person ii need most is gone ... && ii have no one for me then that person .
ii just see you gone like that. i feel terrible.
so long le.. going to one year liao ...
ii held your hands as they were swollen && very hot.
ii wanted to cool your hand down && hoping you to get well .
but at last no hope ......... ii just wan you to know ...
you are the bast && ii will always keep you in my heart .
although you are gone.. but in my heart ,, you are still alive ....

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