i understand that it is so tiring to settle things. ~~ just settling one thing for me makes me give up ... i feel sad again today .. just because of friendship ba. person a keep asking me what he can do ... person b also keep asking what she's suppose to do . person c also keep aking me what she can go ? den ... who is going to tell me what i really can do ? o.0? i feel very bad... i like giving up on people.. how could i ? when people tries very hard to cheer me up and willing to waste time playing and talking with me. i really feel bad... why am i so selfish ?? i dun wan to see people sad... i rather the person to be sad to be me,,, and today sy and jh came my house~ they were like so close ya.? i even get the wrong idea... some thoughts also came into me.. maybe i have ....... for him le ba. i not sure. but i know he is a good guy . unlike someone. but beacause of him ... i dare nt fall in love again !!! i am scared to be hurt again . and is is really really very painful .. i think is all retributions bah ~ last time i keep hurting people's feelings. now ~~ people's turn to hurt me... haix.. i am willing to accept all the sadness xDD i dun wish to see him sad. hurt , emo cause of me... i just wish everyone to be happy. can everyone do that for me ? just do that for me. and i am willing to take the sadness sit for you all . you all may hate me and i dun care.. all i care is.. i wish everyone is happy. just stay happy. and to jh... if in anyway that i have hurt you before ... and make you hurt . emo . or sad.. i am sorry. really really really.... i am sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry x1000 tomorrow will be a tiring day for me... and what i really can do is... tired myself up and sleep ;D ii hope my wish will come true.. -jh would not be so stress up over me ;D -shi ying would be happy. -amanda would also be happy. -th ... be faithful -zi yang dun be shy ... -me ... my self to be tired to death ;D
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