NO!

 
i understand that it is so tiring to settle things. ~~
just settling one thing for me makes me give up ...
i feel sad again today ..
just because of friendship ba.
person a keep asking me what he can do ...
person b also keep asking what she's suppose to do .
person c also keep aking me what she can go ?
den ... who is going to tell me what i really can do ? o.0?
i feel very bad... i like giving up on people..
how could i ?
when people tries very hard to cheer me up and willing to waste time playing and talking with me.
i really feel bad...
why am i so selfish ??
i dun wan to see people sad...
i rather the person to be sad to be me,,,
and today sy and jh came my house~
they were like so close ya.?
i even get the wrong idea... some thoughts also came into me..
maybe i have ....... for him le ba.
i not sure. but i know he is a good guy .
unlike someone.
but beacause of him ... i dare nt fall in love again !!!
i am scared to be hurt again .
and is is really really very painful ..
i think is all retributions bah ~
last time i keep hurting people's feelings.
now ~~ people's turn to hurt me...
haix.. i am willing to accept all the sadness xDD
i dun wish to see him sad. hurt , emo cause of me...
i just wish everyone to be happy. can everyone do that for me ?
just do that for me. and i am willing to take the sadness sit for you all .
you all may hate me and i dun care.. all i care is.. i wish everyone is happy.
just stay happy.
and to jh...
if in anyway that i have hurt you before ... and make you hurt . emo . or sad.. i am sorry.
really really really....
i am sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry x1000
tomorrow will be a tiring day for me... and what i really can do is...
tired myself up and sleep ;D
ii hope my wish will come true..
-jh would not be so stress up over me ;D
-shi ying would be happy.
-amanda would also be happy.
-th ... be faithful
-zi yang dun be shy ...
-me ... my self to be tired to death ;D

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