everything changed after the camp trip .
i know that i have hurt 3 people && ii am so sorry .
in this problem .. at least one will get hurt, & i dun know what to do.
i am feeling really terrible.
the reason ii am not accepting anyone is that ... i dun wan anyone to be hurt ,
i dun wan to be selfish , i dun wan to lose anyone. is just so simple.
&& i dint know that this problem would actually happen on me.
i also really cannot stand it anymore.
things are getting worse ;/

now what ?
ii cant talk to them ? ii cannot go out with them? ii cannot sms them ? so what can i do ?
i wont lose my friends just because of small problem .
everytime you will just throw your temper at me.
how do i feel ? good meh ? of course not la.
after awhile say sorry ~ whats the point man .
&& you ... keep running away when seeing me,
you think is fun ? playing hide && seek uhs? very tiring de leh .
buai tahan sia. you keep running away .
then you prefer like that ? going out with friends, see me run away .
then ... make other people trip wasted going out with friends and end up playing hide and seek with you ?? what the fuck luhr ~ see you keep running . waste my, my friends, your friends time. chasing you . then what you wan me do ? disappear isit?
since you wan play like that, wherever you go . then let me disappear.

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