went home early. dun feel like going to cca. see the teacher sianx liao , den bluff mother say i dun wan go cca . wan go home use com do " PROJECT " xDD waiting for the rain for an hour and i did not rain . reach home that time .. heng heng rain . LOLS .
just because from that day that you told me something .. i haven been happy as ever when i was with you . everyday after school . i would go home. listen songs and look into the sky like a fool . and CRY !! making myself tired and dun feel like sleeping . i wonder what would happen if i am really very very tired. would i just faint ? fall sick ? or die?! how i wish i could just sleep and never wake up ever again ;D my wish everyday bathe myself in cold water and only eat a meal a day .
yesterday sms you , trying to make us together again . but ,, you gave me the answer . ask yourself . you should know. do you know how dissapointed i waS? i am at lost of words man . i didnt know the answer and thats why i ask you . but you tell me to ask myself. uhs !! forget it lurhs. since you dun wan . den there is nothing i can do:( today in school . saw you . but everytime is with a girl . i forced myself not to look . but.. IRRITATING . so FUCKED UP !! forget it.
i know how to relieve all this stress. i know what to do . is he who made me into this. and sorry . i am going to break the promise that i once promised you before.
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