NO!

 
went home early.
dun feel like going to cca.
see the teacher sianx liao , den bluff mother say i dun wan go cca .
wan go home use com do " PROJECT " xDD
waiting for the rain for an hour and i did not rain .
reach home that time .. heng heng rain .
LOLS .

just because from that day that you told me something ..
i haven been happy as ever when i was with you .
everyday after school . i would go home.
listen songs and look into the sky like a fool .
and CRY !!
making myself tired and dun feel like sleeping .
i wonder what would happen if i am really very very tired.
would i just faint ? fall sick ? or die?!
how i wish i could just sleep and never wake up ever again ;D my wish
everyday bathe myself in cold water and only eat a meal a day .

yesterday sms you ,
trying to make us together again .
but ,, you gave me the answer .
ask yourself . you should know.
do you know how dissapointed i waS?
i am at lost of words man .
i didnt know the answer and thats why i ask you .
but you tell me to ask myself.
uhs !!
forget it lurhs. since you dun wan . den there is nothing i can do:(
today in school . saw you . but everytime is with a girl .
i forced myself not to look . but.. IRRITATING . so FUCKED UP !!
forget it.

i know how to relieve all this stress. i know what to do .
is he who made me into this. and
sorry . i am going to break the promise that i once promised you before.

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