i need someone to talk to so badly.. whom can i talk to ? no one would understand.. i guess all of you wont believe.. you're the only one i can turn to .
i promise .. i would never make the same stupid mistakes in my life like today anymore.i wont repeat it =( i lost it ! hugged you and cried
dint sleep really well ytd.. was tired but cant sleep ~ listened to this song recommended by amanda.. quite nice :D come back to me- hikaru utadathe rain falls on my windowsand the coldness runs through my souland the rain falls, oh the rain fallsi dont want to be alonei wish that i could photoshopall the bad memories cause the flashback, oh the flashbackswont leave me aloneif you come back to mei'll be all that you needbaby come back to melet me make up for what happened in the pastbaby come back to mei'll be everything you needbaby come back to me i'll be everything you need baby come back to meyou're one in a million (one in a million)lower east side of mahattanshe goes shopping for her new clothesand she buys this and she buys that just leave her alonei wish that he would listen to her side of the storyit isnt that bad, it isnt that badand she's wiser for it nowi admit i cheateddont know why i did it
but i do regret itnothing i can do or say can change the pastbaby come back to mei'll be everything you needbaby come back to meboy you're one in a million baby baby come back to me i'll be everything you needbaby come back to meyou're one in a million(one in a million)everything i ever didheaven knows i'm sorry babei was too young to seeyou were always there for meand my curiosity got the better of mebaby take it easy on meanything from A to Z call me what you wanna babe i open my heart to thee you are my prioritycant you see you've punished me more than enough alreadybaby take it easy on mebaby come back to me i'll be everything you needbaby come back to me boy you're one in a million baby come back to mei'll be everything you needbaby come back to meyou're one in a million(one in a million) x2
went to malaysia with alvin and family... all squeeze into his car.. haha ! 9people in total. . went there for lunch and went out again ... they were scared that i couldnt make it in time for the dinner at baby's house in the night.. oh well ~went to baby's house at 6plus... had late lunch and wasnt hungry at all .. no choice.. got to eat ! was so touched =D baby plucked the fish and chicken for me (: keke~ thanks alot.. anyway they continued playing mahjong and me using his lappy ~ lols .. baby send me home round 10plus :D quite a tiring day .. .icannotstandthewayyoutreattheothers..youlookeddownonthem...andyourattitudesucksbigtime..ireallydunwishtoseeyourfaceeveragain~
haven been able to sleep well for the past few days.. i dun know why... and when i sleep , i will have bad dreams ! omgosh ! i dun know whats happening to me... have been listening to alot of songs last night.. figuring out what the lyrics is trying to imply .. is it for people in love? or people who are heart break ? ....msged baby and he is so sound asleep ... till he dint hear the phone ring.. haha ! (: is alright.. piano later on .. gt to do the work ! cyas ~
quite a long time since i post a real long ones? cause i am too lazy to .. oh well .. starting from last friday ! 16/10/09HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIN KAR KEI ! (: went to bangkit to see amanda wear the contact lens... she's a fast learner ! but still took an hour to learn ...feel so bad to make everyone wait so long at mabel's house cause got piano >.< after that bused to harbourfront. i left house so dam early ... and then reach so much later than them ! 188 is really a long long ride ! went sentosa :D though some unhappiness ... but it was soon oooover ! played luge and skyride for 3times ! haha! amanda dint know how to play at first ! damn funny. after everything went to vivo for dinner. play arcade, walk around and catch the last bus home :D actually not really... father still came and fetch me(: 17/10/09dint went to help baby with those things :/ and we went escape to celebrate shi ying birthday .. haha ! is so fun la ! i cannot forget the pirate ship ! cannot sit with baby .... he doesnt scream and what he does is only laugh at people scream... cannot stand him .. kar kei keep covering her face lo ! haha !! the wet and wild is also fun !!! wait for a long time before our turn ... cause its 2 at a time. well ! i sat infront and i was dam scared ! hahaaa !! baby was behind.. so relaxing ! haha... in the night went to pastamania for dinner and back to escape till it close .. then to e hub for arcade ! (: daytona was fun .. 8 people versus together !!! (: played till night... and bused to interchange and took bus 12 to bugis and 960 to RTC and 190 back home.. long bus ride (: reach home at 12 plus.. so fun and tiring.. though feel bad dint go to cousin's party >.<18/10/09HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDNA (: after church was discussing when to go overseas ! cant wait.. went to 163 for lunch with jie jie jacelyn and family.. went home and to changi for picnic ! was dam fun ..ps: so lazy to continue alr... 19/10/09HAPPY 7TH MONTHS WITH BABY <3
i dun wanna worry bout anything anymore.. i will just let everything flow through by itself.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN SHI YING (: N level is finally over.. studied the whole year for just this 7papers.. hope i do well..went to causeway to wait for baby to finish school.. ahh ! and i hurt my toe :( its so pain .... thanks to baby's HARD SHOE ! haha..i dint know it was bleeding till baby tell me.. then i went toilet to wash and he went to buy plaster.. thank you :D i am walking like a lame person now.. haha ! cant wait for tomorrow... gonna watch "the ugly truth"heard from manda its a nice show ! i wanna watch watch watch ! i had lots of bad dream these few days... its really really bad ! can sweet dreams come and visit me? i cried in my dreams.... it was so real till when i wake up .. i still continue crying.. i know that i cant afford to lose anyone... i dun wanna lose my families, boyfriend, relatives and my lovely friends..it will take me a very long time to forget one person .. so sorry to baby if i have been asking you not to do this and that... cause i dun wanna lose anyone :(i am scared ! i cannot afford it !
somethings are meant to be changed !
ONE MORE PAPER (: WEEE !
so far so good..
haven quarrelled for quite some time (:
heh heh..its getting deeper and deeper each day...
been 6th months together.
i am suffering from depression !!
haven been thinking alot...
so so so scared to lose you ...(:
ps: i update le.. so you must update too :D
my beloved boyfriend(:cute hor? hahah